Embarking on An Odyssey

Descrimination of Girls Who Wear Hijabs.

2011-10-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

This blog has seriously lacked update. I think there are some drafts before this. I'm gonna try to finish those.

Right, to start things off, let me start with describing my previous self...

I was 10 when I got my period. That was around 4 years ago. Whoah, I've just realised how long I've been menstruating... o.o

I had short hair. My body is still the same as it is now. I wore normal T-Shirts or blouses with a pair of jeans, khakis or black pants - all of which were never revealing. I never really revealed the whole length of my legs. Given the body that I have. The shortest pair of pants that I've ever worn were 3/4's which were my bowling pants. For my tops, I've never worn sleeveless, spaghetti straps, wide-necked shirts etc 'cause I had blemishes on my body. Basically, I had a lot of myself to hide back then. You might imagine me dressed up as a guy.

I go to school wearing a baju kurung, never worn a pinafore since standard 5. I always wore this turquoise hairband. I wasn't generally accepted with the minority group of Muslim girls. They think of me probably as the one who mingles around freely with boys. I do, actually. But back then, I never had a boyfriend. Heck, I still don't have a boyfriend now. I do get my way with boys. I can communicate with them quite brilliantly 'till now. So then, I only mixed around with the Malay people in my class most of the time. And other chinese and indian friends.

In religious classes at school, I have been taught and told numerous times, why and how I should cover myself up. And the consequences that I will face in hell if I don't. I even got taunts from friends from the class and the teachers itself. Not to mention family members. I've been turning a blind eye - since standard 5.

As for my religious aspects, yes I was still up to it. I fasted, I read the Qoran, I did my prayes (not 5 times a day, completely), I did not do Zina, I never drank, did drugs and such. Overall, I was a good friend, cousin, niece, granddaughter, and daughter.

Then last year went to a fun religious talk that was at a mosque in KL - 50 bucks. And then I went to a religious camp hosted by my school - 50 bucks. On that same year, before Ramadhan begun, I covered my aurat. So by paying 100 bucks, I got closer to Allah. Most people wont pay anything higher than 10 bucks for religious related stuff. Anything religious that is more than 10 bucks is considered as 'expensive'. On the other hand, buying a pair of shoes, some CD's or clothes totaling up to 100+ bucks is considered cheap. MasyaAllah.

Now I am comfortable. Although Heaven is not guaranteed for me, at least I am doing a favour of lessening the sins of my father and... well the whole of mankind. I hate how people descriminate females who wear the hijab. Guys don't even look at us twice. They'd rather add their sins up by staring at a girl whose ass or breasts are hanging out of their clothes.

The first day I was wearing my hijab at school, people just stared at me like I'm some alien. Then they asked me questions and acted around me like I'm some pious freak. I'm not a pious freak for one thing. From the first day I wore my hijab, 'till this day, not one bit of me has changed. I lost a few friends and gained a few friends in the process. I don't mind that. When you ignore me, I try to talk to you, try to mend our relationship. If you still ignore me after that, it's okay. My life's not gonna end. You ignore me for no good reason, up to you. I'm doing fine over here in SunnyVille.

I hate it when people look down on other people. I hate it even more if that person is doing that to me. I am a very expressive, cheerful, talkative and loud person. I have my ideas and theories, my talents and my flaws. I might not have the brawn's, but I'm alright with who I am. I speak very good English. When I speak English, they're like, wow, you're good. Dude, c'mon. When you're with me, you leave all the stereotypes you know behind. If you use it against me, I'm gonna tell you off.

People should stop being so narrow-minded and open up a little bit. Take some chances. It's bad enough that we don't get the same amount of attention from various people. We don't need people discriminating us any further.

Attitude, my pet peeves, a promotion, and exams.

2011-06-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

As I am sitting here, I would never expect myself to listen to Selena Gomez. Currently addicted to Love You Like a Love Song, aside from the fact that the chorus is ridiculous. She also sucks live. That sucks...

I put on some nail cuticle lotion, lighted up an Apricot Mango scented candle right beside me, wore a tinted lip balm. Now I feel like I'm ready for a long awaited post. Although I think nobody reads my blog anymore but what the heck.

To start things off, tomorrow is Report Card day. Unlike my other classmates, I prefer to attend the occasion to listen to what the teacher has to say about me. I don't care getting yelled or yapped at my Mom in the car on the way back to the house. I deserve it. People should deserve their punishment other than avoiding it. When you avoid it, you'll keep on doing the mistakes/habits. I must admit, I have been slacking off. You won't believe it. I don't believe it myself. I found out that Pritykaa has the same problem too.

But she doesn't need to worry too much. Her grades are better than mine. On a side note, from becoming a regular Librarian with no post, I now have been promoted to a secretary of the whole Library Board of Directors. I guess my wish has been granted (Alhamdulillah) after doing ALOT of favours for the library and saying that if I don't get a post or get credit for the things I did I would quit (but ofcourse I didn't mean it)
I am also an assistant class monitor. To sum it all up, I'll get a lot of co-curricular marks, enough to cover up for my 0 attendance for house practice.

I have not expressed my new love for Big Time Rush.Well, I am in love with Big Time Rush. I watch their show in Nick every Monday to Wednesdays @ 5 in the evening. I only get to catch it on Tuesdays tho, 'cause I have tuition on Monday and Wednesday. I listen to their songs everyday and love every single song and all the members of the band. Especially Kendall. Woot~ I even sent them a fan mail. I typed it on my typewriter. Hahahaha. I even sent one to My Chemical Romance.

So, I used to have 2 maids in this house of 14 people, but one decided to quit all because of the other maid whose name I will not state here. Okay, we'll name the maid who left as Maid A and the one who stayed as Maid B.

I honestly preferred Maid A than Maid B. Why? 'Cause I think that maid B has some mental issues. She fights with Maid A for the silliest reasons. And I guess that night was the last straw for Maid A, therefore she left that very same night. And since then, mostly my Mom, grandmother and I have been sharing jobs with her. Well, basically I'm new to the job. I water the plants, I hang clothes and wash the dishes and clean the cats and arrange shoes.

Things have been tough since the renovations begun early March. The house looks like a shipwreck and it's been driving my dear, aching and old grandmother up the wall. Especially with Maid B. Let's put it this way, Maid B works slower than my grandmother. She talks to you but in Indonesian and mutters a lot of stuff. And that pisses me the f*ck off cause I tend to want to know what people talk about. But when it comes to her, I just can't.

When we're busy with stuff in the kitchen cooking of cleaning up outside letting the sweat drip off our foreheads, she's sitting in her room, sitting her ass down on the chair and irons the clothes. She does it so slowly that It takes her DAYS to finish a basket. It's ridiculous. And the fact that she stirs up lost of problems with Maid A makes me hate her more. If I was her boss, I'd fire her ass. And set her ass on fire too.

Se I've never hated and older person. I shouldn't. But I don't know why I hate her. SHE ANNOYS THE FUCKING HELL OUT OF ME. With her muttering and giggling to herself. IT'S SO WEIRD. She walks DAMN slow. Even when she walks in front of the TV. Live everybody does it. Even my grandmother does it. You bend down when you pass the TV when somebody watches it. As for Maid B, her body is as straight as hell and she;s just strutting her ass past the TV.

I don't know what the hell is her problem. From what I've heard, she got married 14 times. Maybe that's why. I know I should be working harder than her but hey, she ain't schoolin' no more. I got exams coming up so I can't stay downstairs a lot and water the plants twice a day. I have had it up to my forehead with this lady.

She becomes more of a lazy ass since my grandmother and Dad has been outstation to Kelantan. Oh, this happened just now. I entered the 2nd living room of the house and had a strong whiff of cat shit sitting somewhere in the room. He inhabitants of the room was Adri and Maid B. Since they're knocking down the walls of my room, Maid B has to stay in the 2nd living room. My Mom, Yasmin and I was there and we went to look for the cat shit that was somewhere in the room. We asked her if she looked for it. She said she did - all over the room with Adri but couldn't find it. And then? You stop. Oh bitch puhleeeze. So my Mom, Yasmin and I were like dogs sniffin around the room looking for the cat shit in the room.

And what is she doing? She's still siting her ass down on the chair ironing. Like, my little brother can do that. My mom asked, "Kenapa tak cari sampai dapat?" and she said "Ngak ada masa!"
Excuse me bitch? That's your excuse? Hoooooi, that was the last straw for me. I cursed at her in English. I know, it's so bad of me. I beristighfar right after that. So we eventually found the cat shit, all runny and already infested by flies on the couch - the place we least expected it to be.

So there you go.
Goodbye.

All The Attention

2011-05-01T02:01:00.000+08:00

To what extent would you go to just to get noticed? Would you show the world by the permanent words and pictures etched on your body? Would you endure pain with sharp pieces of metal pierced through your skin and later endure mockery by the people around you? Or is it the was you dress? Dressing just to fit into the right crowd.

Or maybe your behaviour and doings that you do just to stay amongst those people?

People nowadays don't really wanna be themselves. They're always gonna be like somebody to please somebody else. You gotta understand that you are you and nobody is like you. Why can't you just love yourself and live with your own uniqueness?

To be completely frank, I thought of ditching my hijab whenever I get the chance to go to see Big Time Rush ( if they come around ) or when I go overseas. I think to myself, Oh, they're not gonna talk to this girl who covers her head... She looks completely rediculous and tortured! She's not hot and attractive at all.

This clearly shows that my Iman is still all over the place. But when I sat in complete isolation, I went into deep thought of what punishment I will be given when I'm in Hell. Other than getting my breasts pierced by flaming hot hooks and hung to the ceiling by fiery chains till my feet get lifted off the ground - the same way how my hair and head will be done - 'till my brain melts and comes to a boil.

Such fun, eh?

Sorry if I scared you there, reader. Didn't mean to. Just had to remind myself... Don't leave just yet! But I still had thoughts of wanting to just one day, ditch my hijab and leave it back home and just walk out on the streets ( not in Malaysia, tho. Thought of someplace else where nobody has seen be before ). I'mma wear my bleached dark hair down, wear a chest-baring shirt and skin tight jeans and just strut my ass down that street. I plan to just see how many people will take a look or maybe start flirting.

Then I would compare to when I walk out on the streets in my normal modest clothes and hijab.

COMPLETELY DIFFERENT REACTION. Not that I've ever done this before but I would totally expect this kind of response and I know I will get this kind of response.

Some people, including myself, notices a person. If that person happens to be hot, we get attracted. That's nature, my friends. A same trait in all humans. We get attracted to good-looking things. Be it shelter, food or a mate.

Whereas the normal, or say ugly looking people... well let's just say that we don't look at them at all now do we? And to those unattractive people ( refers to self ) should not, by any extent make themselves look more unattractive.

Just... dress approriate for your size, okay?

Right.

Love is great. Love is beautiful. Love has no limits.

2011-03-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

Chris Medina is a wonderful guy. That's all I can say.

*runs off crying like crap*

Not going to school tomorrow?

2011-03-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO!
See? My posting frequency has improved! Huzzah!
I would only limit myself around 2-3 posts per week. That sounds frequent enough right?

Well, today, I woke up @ 9 o'clock. Showered and made my own breakfast.
Then, studied Karangan Bahasa Malaysia, for a while. It is official, my average attentions span is around 10-20 minutes. That's bad. I need to cram in topic dari Form 1 sampai Form 3. DAH LA AKU NI PELUPA! Macam orang tua nyanyok T.T

But my method of studying is to study topic form 1 & 2 lebih. Haaa ;D
But not Maths. 'Cause everything in that subject is related.

I fucken hate Maths.

Then, my Dad asked me to follow him to go to a relatives massage center. While he did some therapy massage, I was (sort of) forced to undergo a Urutan Minda...

It was nice, AND PAINFUL.

After that, we went home. I did my Zuhur prayer then went to Empire Shopping Gallery.

Bought a head wear from Tangs for RM30.00

IT's SO PURDDY! And I've been looking for it for a while now.

I noticed a staff at Paintball. The lady's name was Mayang and she wore this multipurpose head scarf. You can look around here.

I'm happy to own one of these multipurpose head-scarves. Now I can wear them to a game of paintball. Kalau tak, pakai tudung belit or tudung express, panas tak terhingga. Fuhh.

Well, tomorrow is Canteen Day in SMK Taman S.E.A. I'm not really looking forward for it, but I still have to be on duty.

Well, that's all for now, goodbye!

OHMAIGOD.

2011-03-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

YA RASUL YA RABBI YA KARIM!
SAYA MINTA MAAF SANGAT-SANGAT KERANA SAYA MENGABAIKAN BLOG INI.

I have really been a lazy ass motherfucker.
This year, I have PMR. In August. And apparently, that fact still has not sunken into my brain. I'm still not in studious mode. Which is bad, at this point.

Nothing much has been happening. Nothing interesting. Probably you buggers aren't even bothered to check my blog anymore. But that's okay, I completely understand. But I will not delete this at any extent, tho. Because I have 500+ posts!

KEZZAM!

I'll just list it in bullet form.

I still don't have a boyfriend, hence, I am still single. Pccht, what do you care, right? so don't expect some mushy, lovey-dovey shit here. Also, I don't expect to be 'owned' at this age. It's completely inappropriate and can the timing get any worse?

I am still not losing weight. Need I elaborate more?

Idiots.

I have not cut my hair. My hair as of now, is bleached, brushing my shoulders ( ain't that sexy? ) and can be tied into a cute little ponytail AND I have my very own bunjut! (so that I don't look too flat-headed wearing a hijab.
I am 14 years and 4 months of age at this very date.
My vocals are better. *hint hint* James Morrison. But still no covers of him.
Started playing piano. Thought myself how to play it (awesome) and I am now playing less of guitar.
I have zits on my face.
I am a photographer for the school magazine.
I am the 3 Angsana's class monitor's assistant.
I am a Librarian at the same time. *dies*
I want to be a Librarian B.O.D
I might consider going to a boarding school so the above point might not happen.
I want to get 8A's
I want to be a in Pure Science stream.
I want to drive.
I want to be a doctor.
I want to have lots of $$$
I want to be a good muslimah.
I want to be a good daughter.

Lastly, I...

Need to sleep. 'Till next time!

kthxbai.

So Soon?

2010-12-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hello there.
Merry Christmas!
I feel that this year's school holiday feels so short D: Well honestly, I have nothing to share really.
I went to Indonesia, sleepovers probably do stuff you did during your holidays too Probably not studying. Pccht, who does that.

I wanna go explore Kuala Lumpur. Eventho I've lived in KL for 4 years, I'm still not used to the place. I find in exciting to go on public transportation. Except for the part that they're a hassle, stinky and have a lot of people. I don't know... it gives me a sense of adventure. And I <3 adventures.

I've been digging photography lately. Still using the 1000D.
My cousin bought a 60D Canon for 4k plus and I think it's beyond ridiculous that they got it 'cause they don't know no shit. I hope they do. They better.
You do not know how much I want a video recordable DSLR D:
Well, what I have is perfectly fine :)
I have to focus for PMR next year! Well expect less posts and wish me luck!

xoxo

Keeping Safe In A Cab

2010-11-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

There are many ways to get to places you wanna go. You can either walk, ride a bike, take a bus or ride a cab. But with the rising of crime and accident rates, this causes discomfort to some people - especially parents.

This post is intended for young girls my age or other people who choose cabs to get around. I'm writing this from my experience and I hope it will benefit everybody.

My parents, being caring and protective like what parents should be, do not allow me to take a cab. Neither do they let me walk alone.
The would usually send me there themselves.
But I have been in a situation where they aren't around and I had to go somewhere for something important and I would be late if I were to wait for them to get back.

Here is what I always do when I'm in a cab;

-Text both of my parents the drivers plate number and name and tell them where I'm heading. This will help me get the officials to track the cab and get to me in case something goes wrong. Usually in Malaysian cabs, they would display all the drivers identification on the dashboard and stick their plate number behind the seats.

- Roll down both of the windows in the back seat. Not all, just so that some air from outside gets in the car. So far, I haven't been in a cab during rain. The reason why I do so if that the driver might alter the air-conditioning system and might have slipped some type of gas that will make me fall asleep. If it does rain, then it would be rude to still have the windows down. Not only will you get wet, but you might make the driver angry by soaking the seats.

- I have important numbers like my parents on speed dial. Not the cops. You might accidentally dial them. In Malaysia, intentionally dialing and faking a call to the emergency line is an offense and the wrongdoers will be fined or put in jail.

- I make sure that I am not distracted. I do not take a phone call, shove earphones in my ears neither do I read in cars 'cause that makes me dizzy.

- If you have started a conversation with the cab driver, try to not get too detailed or distracted.

- If you're going somewhere that you've been to numerous times and you are already familiar with the roads heading to that place, ask the driver to take the same road and turns. Make sure they're on the right track.

- Lock systems in most cars are the same; once you press the lock at the drivers seat other doors will be locked too. I usually leave the lock at my door unlocked for a quick escape if anything goes wrong.

- Don't forget to wear your SEATBELTS!!

- Get pepperspray. What's that? Well, it means what it says actually. The liquid in there is mainly pepper and some other irritants. You can find them in pharmacies (that's where I got mine). In some countries or states, you might need a license or be at a certain age to own one. I hold it in my hand (and I put my hand in my bag) throughout the WHOLE journey. It's best to not let the cab driver see that you own one. You can also use pepperspray for many situations. Mainly as self-defense.

- Upon exiting the cab; Pay, check for stuff that you might've dropped and leave immediately.
This is very very very very very very important; Try to stay awake under all circumstances. When you are asleep is when you are at most vulnerable.

Here is a link on pepperspray techniques;
http://pepperspray.lifetips.com/cat/59739/using-pepper-spray-techniques/index.html

It's best to have your cell phone or mobile phone fully charged and working.
It is also wise to have somebody accompany you and not go out at wee hours. That is very dangerous.
If you'd like to share some info of your own, please do so in the comment section. Let's all exchange thoughts and opinions to one another.
I hope this has given info to you, reader.

Better be safe than sorry!

Aviator

2010-10-12T15:43:00.001+08:00

Yesterday Hariz came around and bought his 2k electric guitar and 2k amp to teach me some electric guitar stuff. Red with sharp ends. Lawaaaa doh.
I never got myself used to using a pick. So like, I should use a pick from now on.
Bought my acoustic to the Guitar Collection Shop in MidValley. Made friends with a friendly chap named Zikri there. Never really been there. Thank god I went there.
It is now that I only found out that the metal thing in the fretboard is baaaadly damaged. Let's just put it this way, the guitar has been through a lot. But it didn't fall down a 2 storey building or anything. Just some small falls but I guess that made it worse.

Sorry I have been lacking updates lately. I've just been really lazy.
My foots getting worse. And exams are coming. The fucken school keeps changing the damn dates. Now it's 2 weeks from now. They changed it 3 times already. FAAAAAAAAAAAAAK.

Watched Sammy's Adventure in 3D and The Legend of The Guardians in 2D.
Both animal movies. Hahaha. Both are SUPERB anyways!

And falling more and more inlove with James Morrison.

He is such a dish. Cute and funny. Now how wouldn't want that riiight?
And his voice... gosh, need I say anything?
No I don't. Listen to this. Like seriously, listen to this.

I so regret not knowing him back in 2007 to be at the LIVE and LOUD in KL. HE WAS THERE LAAAA.

Adoi. James Morrison, please please PLEEEEAAASEEEE come here? Again?? :'D <3

EHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Okay, the time has come for me to suffer.

Here comes the books.

Bloody exams got post-poned.

2010-10-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Final exams, which was supposed to be on the end of Septermber to a few days of October got pushed back aaaaaaaall the way to NOVEMBER. AFTER DEEPAVALI. A FEW DAYS BEFORE THE 2 MONTHS HOLIDAY.

ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Screw you people. So inhumane.

Life's been really boring. Never had the time to update regularly 'cause my laptop gets "stolen" very frequently -_________-"
Nothing much has been happening. Been hitting the gym. Now I'm aching all ova.
And getting really interested in photography and communicating with foreign people here.
You can find me there by "Afrina".
I haven't played my acoustic guit-tar very often now. I gotta change the strings and the saddle. It's close to impossible to do a barre chord on it. Whereas my electric guitar has been a real darling to me. Also, I've gotten myself into playing piano since Yasmin has gotten her life's-long desire for a Digital Piano. I guess I'll be making a piano cover one of these days ;)
PMR is next week and SPM's getting close!
So i'd like to say here (most probably PMR people would read this long after they've finished their paper)
Goodluck and all the best!
Blerghhh.

Kau jangaaan

2010-09-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

Before I logged on, they asked me to change my e-mail to another email.
Which was what exactly what happened to my previous blog. Which had over 200 posts -- gone.
So sad. Very sad.

Okay whatever. Dah lama dh x update.
I should be studying. No, no, I should still be studying. But I studied alreaaady ;D

Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys,the new album from My Chemical Romance,

available November 22nd, 2010

Waaaahahahaha I have been waiting for so long.

Tho, I am still grieving at the fact that the drummer, Bob Bryar has left the band. Dum dum!

The date 9th of December back in 2007, indeed brings back good memories.

I want to get lost in the waters.

2010-09-10T01:29:00.001+08:00

I really do. I don't think taking up a scuba diving course will be a waste.
I went to Aquaria with Yasmin and her Arabic cousins with Jaja's family. It was so amazing watching all those divers feeding them fishies and stroking sharks so naturally.

I can just imagine myself diving into the deep blue sea and just, swimming around. Get my mind off of things.
It'll be sooo cooooooool.

Things you should never do to me

2010-09-09T08:15:00.001+08:00

Rush me in the morning.

Yeah, that's about it, I hate rushing. Rushing at anytime of the day makes me uneasy.
You should know by now that I take my sweet own time with almost everything I do.
So yeah, bottom line. Don't rush me. Or face terrible consequenses.

I've been addicted

2010-09-04T09:05:00.000+08:00

to this Harry Potter game. It's the shiz.

Can somebody tell me why in the hell did I ever like him?

Holidays have started!! Finally.
And raya is this Friday. Masyaallah, time flies!
Okay so... The doctor could not diagnose me. Yeah huh, a doctor professor couldn't diagnose my foot problem.
Hahah. Nasib baik cute.
Yeah.. End-term might be postponed. I should be studying my Arabic. Whaa?
You know what I feel like doing. Getting a ginormous amplifier, my electric guitar -- on distortion and just play some shit.
blagagaghahjsohdfdsifuhn.
hihihihihih. I've been helping mummy with raya cookies ;D
I have to ganti 6 days of puasa. No probleeeeeeeeeeem

Why did I ever like you?
What did I see?
Whatever it was must have been some kind of illusion, a magic trick on me.

I'll blog anyways.

2010-08-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum warohmatullahiwabarokatuh.
I know I should be studying right now but I've been itching to update.
Not like anybody reads this thing anyways.

I bleached my hair. Haven't really taken a good shot of it but ada lah in Alya's camera. Will put it up soon.. If
I'm not lazy to do it.
Alhamdulillah, I have finished my Geography Project in only a week. I have to pass it up today so, that means I have to go to school D:

Tak apa, pergi ke sekolah, menimba ilmu, jadi lagi pandai, boleh jadi doctor! And menimba Ilmu dapat pahala. Dapat pahala, masuk Syurga (InsyaAllah)
*thumbsup*
The only thing left to go with the project is to bind it. Which I will do before I go to school today.
I should studddyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I should go ride my bikeeee.
But if it weren't for the constant kes ragut and the traffic, I would be on my way right after sahur.
Alaa, nnt menyesal x dpt minum air. Haahah.

I'm seeing doctor on Thursday ;D

hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

I fell that I've been really emotional. I guess the water element took over my Zodiac this month.

kbai.

2010-08-22T17:38:00.000+08:00

Saya harus study

for end-term.

Kalau tak,

besar nanti tak berjaya.

Nak jadi doctor and

nak selamatkan nyawa

and heal people kan?

So...

BYE.

Another doctor, another MRI

2010-08-20T10:34:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, family and I went to UMSC to meet an orthopedic.
The doctor whom I consulted before was a neurologist.
Okay, I'll stop the nerdy talk.

So I took a number and sat down while Mum and Dad were busy with some stuff on the counter.
The neurologist from Prince Court happens to be the orthopedics's cousin.

And the dude happened to be... um... cute.
He looked young but he was already a professor so I guess he was ummm... well, you can figure that out.
The numbness is still there and like the doctor before, he too was also baffled by this incident because I don't do any extreme sports or, remember that I've had a huge fall.
The only sport I play is bowling -- if you even call that a sport.
And it's "impossible" to be linked with the Ganglion Cyst that was removed late last year.

So he concluded that I am to do an MRI.
It was quite funny at some point when he was testing the strength of both of my legs.
He pushed my sole against me and I push it the other way. My mom said "Sampai bergigil-gigil tangan dia!"
If we kept it any longer I would have ended up kicking his face.
He said my feet were strong. So, *squeal* :D :D :D

And picit there, picit here stroke there, stroke here, it really made me uncomfortable. I wish I could see my own expressions at that time. I managed to cover it.
Fila said I was the first person who made a normal check up (sounds) sexual.
HAHAHAH. Well, he was cute. Gahh. maybe he's married with 10 kids or something, I don't know.

Hmh, yeah, goodbye.

Cover up ladies

2010-08-17T19:16:00.001+08:00


Hahahaha.

Hello there.
I baked an made a few things today.
Golden Cinnamon Cookies and Buah Melaka and helped mummy with the Nasi Lemak.
Gaaaah so hungry and thirsty beyond compaaare.
I need to finish up my homeworrrrk, and project and get all those arabic words into my heaaaad.
If only the brain had a slot, or a scanning machine so tht i can stuff the whole book in.
I'm just blogging to kill time.
Baking, or doing anything that is regarded to doing food is really hard when you're fasting.You just always have that itch to go and, dunk your finger in and taste it. Mmmmm.
K la. Bye.

I was lucky

2010-08-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

I came to school late...

and I wasn't caught! :D

w000000t.

I have to agree

2010-08-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

with my Dad. It's as if the people who go to Bazaar Ramadhan's purposely go there looking vulgar than ever.
It's Ramadhan people! Janganlah buat dosa and janganlah bagi orang lain dosa.

The weather person said that the weather throughout bulan Ramadhan this year will be hot and dry. Well right now, it ain't that hot eventho it's in the afternoon. Usually afternoons in Malaysia will be as hot as heck.
See? This is the n'imat Allah SWT has given us. Cool weather, so that his people won't be going through a horrible time finishing fasting for the day. He makes it easy for us.

And what do we do to repay him?
We disobey him.
We take things for granted.
We purposely miss prayers.
We lie.
We do vice.
We become selfish.

When you miss prayers, it's as if you're demolishing your religions' pillars. When you don't miss prayers, you are strengthening your religions' pillars.

As you all know, during Ramadan is the best time to do good. Why?
All heavens doors will be opened and all hell's doors will be closed and all the devils will be chained.
That means, if you do good deed, it will go straight to heaven.
Make the Quran your bestfriend. Reading one letter will get you one pahala.
Imagine if you read 10 pages of the Quran.
Go figure.

I could really use a wish right now

2010-08-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

I find it funny that he still makes my heart go "dup-dap".

Pergi.Mati. Shukran :)

I should practice my Arabic more. InsyaAllah by the 5th lesson, I could get a firm grip on it.
It's quite difficult, you know, the different pronunciations for male and female.
Never give up, keep practicing.
That's what he told me.

Well, nice knowing ya, bastard.

How stupid of me.

2010-08-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

The most tiring first day of Ramadhan.

2010-08-11T19:04:00.001+08:00

If it weren't for the almost an hour standing under the sun for a damn photograph that only took less than 10 freakin minutes, I'd be fine.

Some people are so...... Ughkk
Here I am, on my bed, bloggin from my Mum's phone, she gave it to me by the way after she got a new phone for her anniversary.
I just finished taking a 15 minute shower.
Felt sooooooooooo goooooooooodd.
Waiting impatiently for the first buka puasa :D

Worrywart Moodswinger.

2010-08-09T18:50:00.001+08:00

I might be suffering from Tarsal Tunnel Syndrome. IN a few days I gotta go see either a Foot Specialist or an Orthopaedic in University Hospital.
Yeaaaaah, okay.

I've been really tired. Having naps in the afternoon.
Missing school and having to study for monthly tests and year end exams and finishing my Geography Project by the end of this month.

OH OH! I bought pepper spray. Like, finally. Malaysia is a dangerous country. Particularly Selangor. Apatah lagi, Kampung Tunku O:
I wanna ride my bike. But I dah mandi. shiiiiz.
Tomorrow! YEAH!
I gotta cut down on mah shugaaaa. Cut down on everything, in fact.
You skinny who call yo'selves fat are crazy. Out of this world crazy.

Yesterday, Dad, Poh, Aqil, Aunt Alma, Yasmin, Aqil and I went to Tok Chik's dusun in Ulu Yam. Mandi sungai pakai kain batik hohohohoho. Sat² terselak. Whoops. Ate aloooot of durian. Played a ukulele for the first time evaaa. Senang gila babiiii. But too small for my fat fingers. lol.

I neeeeed to tudung shoppin. Dengan Yaaaaaasmin. I actually do not know which monthly tests I'm gonna have to take this week. I can't screw this up. What about my dreams of becoming a doctor?
But how can I not screw it up if I'm so lazy and easily distracted?

I once asked the top student in my class how she studies.
"I don't study thaaat much. I sleep, watch TV, eat and draw".

Gila la. She sounded like me but I'm nowhere near her intelligence. I'm not saying I'm not smart. I am, bit Iin my own weird way.
I know I can do it, it's just that I'm not trying my hardest SEBAB I MALAS. HAAAAA! By that I have concluded that;

KEMALASAN adalah

PENYEBAB KEROSAKAN MASA HADAPAN ANDA.

AWAS!

Today's the first day

2010-08-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

that I wore a hijjab to school.
I prefer to call it hijjab and not tudung. It's not as bad as I thought it would be 'cause I imagined myself wanting to stare in a mirror and check if there are hairs jutting out like, every 2 minutes. Luckily I had a good hair band.

Now that I'm wearing a hijjab to school and every where I go for as long as I live, I can finally do some cool stuff with my hair. Hair dye is out of the question. HARAM.
I'm gonna keep it looong, and bleach. But not now. I think I'm like, burning holes in my dad's wallet for paying the hospital bills. Our insurance isn't setteld yet.
Oh yeah, probably you're asking, what hospital bills?
My leg is sort of an issue now, it's still numb, so bawak pergi jumpa doctor kat hospital.
First, to SJMC, where I met the biggest ass-hole of a doctor in my whole life.
I seriously wanted to kick him in the face.

But then, we decided to go to Prince Court Medical Center, where I got my Ganglion Cyst in my left knee removed.
Met a better doctor than that ass-hole of a doctor back at SJMC.
So, doctor said that my leg should run a few test which was,
-Nerve response test (?)
-MRI

The nerve response thing was painful. I was brought into this room, where while the medical staff put in electrical "zaps" into my leg. According to the veins...? I didn't know what was happening. I was busy watching River Monsters on National Geographic on TV xD
The next day was my MRI. You know that tunnel thing that you go into. Yeah, that thing.
Well at first I was like, "HOMAIGOD BESTNYE NAK MASUK BENDE NI FIRST TIME WHOAH!!"
But afterwards I was like, "Holeeeyyyyfuccckkkk!!"
They started at the Lumbar part of my spine.

It was really noisy. Like,
"BANG BANG BANG BANG"
"ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAP"
"ZOING, ZOING ZOING ZOING ZOING"
"EEENNNG, EEENG, ENNGGG, ENNNNGGG!!!"

They gave me some earphones to put on. I had to survive 20 minutes of LiteFM. Luckily they were playing my fav oldie tunes.
Then they ran the 2nd MRI test, they moved up to my Thoracic. Which was higher than my lumbar.
They had to put on some head thingy. It was not comfortable. AT ALL.
That was when I was like, "HOMAIGOD GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS THING"

Yeah, that's about it.

Lepas tu balik. No no, beli tudung sekolah.

Jahit nametag and badge.

And mengaji.

Ingatlah pada Bulan Ramadhan ini.

Tidak ada gunanya anda berpuasa sekiranya anda

tidak melalukan solat anda.

~-~

Violin

2010-07-29T18:27:00.002+08:00

Rating; 5/5

I watched this movie in the afternoon. Yeah, I skipped school.
It was truly confusing. And there were a lot of subtitles involved in this movie because of the many foreign languages spoken. But honestly, this movie was great!
This movie tells the journey of 'The Red Violin', from it's construction back in the 1600's in Italy, to it's present day, about to be auctioned off.
When I read the full movie synopsis on Wikipedia, then only I understood the movie.

Lately, I've been very interested in the violin.
At first, my mom didn't approve me of taking up the guitar.
She said it's a very boyish instrument. And come to think of it, I don't really see myself making a career out of it. Basically because, the guitar is a very common instrument played by many. Playing the guitar is just my favourite past time.
To me, playing the violin exerts more emotion than most instruments.
I have to say, classical music is truly beautiful.
I've been reading through articles on the internet. They say the violin is the hardest instrument to play - especially for beginners. It would take a long time to get used to positioning the bow itself. Apatah lagi... the fretless fingerboard. I can't imagine.
There are violin tabs, I've Googled them before but, I don't think figuring them out will be as easy as the guitar. Does that mean, I have to play by reading notes? I never learnt how to read notes. It's just, so hard. It's like learning some symbolic language. I wonder if there's an option for that. Heh o.o

So yeah, violin. My latest want.
So, the million dollar question is...

To get an electric guitar,

or a violin

as a reward for good results for PMR?

Persons with opinions on this matter are welcome to comment or write something in my chatbukz.

Movies!

2010-07-28T15:22:00.001+08:00

My legs getting better. I think.
Well, I've watched 2 randomly picked movies, last Sunday and last night.

Rating; 4/5 stars.

I think it's pretty crazy to think that some kid could hear music out of everything. And, it's pretty crazy to think that some kid would be able to play the guitar like Andy McKee (better than him, infact) the first time he touches a guitar and can create his own bloody concerto just by learning a few keys from the piano. It's pretty absurd but a side from all that, this movie truly tugs at your heartstrings.

Rating;4/5

Damn. This movie is just, so raw and real. To think that there are people who are living like the people in this movie is pretty crazy. Not much that I can comment here but, this movie's great.

Twist and turn.

2010-07-26T22:29:00.001+08:00

My left foot has been numb for a couple of days already.
So, I went for foot reflexology. You know there are like, lots of Foot Reflexology shops in SS2, right?
So yeah. Went with my dad.
I seriously thought that was the end of me. Knowing how ticklish I am. But it wasn't that bad.
The masseuse was a man. But I asked for a female masseuse but the towkay said they were no good.
So I sat on the chair thingy and he poured in hot water into the sink below and added some funky black powder to the water.

Dad; "The man who's gonna urut you is the man who usually uruts me. Kuat tau!"
Me; "*dies*"

Yeah... Some crazy twisting and turning is happening in my leg.
I have no idea how this happened. Like, tiba-tiba je D:

Paper Mache

2010-07-22T21:29:00.002+08:00

Shreds of newspaper or tissue paper
PVA glue
Water

Mixed together with hands. Make sure you cut your nails. You don't wanna end up like me.

So, we've been reaaaaally busy with preperations for Minggu Pusat Sumber. Nicole, Fila and I have been working on the bridge and gondola models. We've finally sort of finished it today.

QUOTE!

Edwin; Sorry la teacher.
Puan Sapura; Macam itu awak cakap sorry kat cikgu. Ego tinggi sangat la so takleh cakap sorry betul²? Ha? HMH! Lelaki memang tak tau nak cakap sorry!

One of the moments when I truly agreed with her <3
So I went through the day having Brands and 1/4 of a cup of Milo. I survived o.o
Hahah. And, my allowence, dah HABIIIIIIS. Lupa nak bayar a few stuffs today. Class fees, Librarian fees....
Money, money, money.
If only it really grew on trees :/
I have been assigned to help Aunt Alma with her Kindergarten's open day. I'll be making cupcakes! ;D
So drop over at SS1's Krista :D Heheh, okay bai.

Because I know It First Hand.

2010-07-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Okay so, I'm feeling kind of pissed off here and I wanna talk about things that you should never, ever EVER ever do. In your life. In high school.

Right. Let's just start off with the people you might meet.

Seniors. The people older than you. You gotta respect them 'cause they don't appreciate your existance in their school. Don't bug and get all annoying and close with them and their friends. They'll take you wrongly and will say that you're "menyibuk" . This includes Teachers. If you're friends with them, then that's great but be careful. Once you make a wrong move, them and their gang will take you down just because you're younger than them. Some of them will never stop bugging you and giving you looks. Why?

Because I know it first hand.

Classmates/Schoolmates. It's all about the secrets. Just when I thought I would let go of the embarrassing mistakes that I've done in the past, she brought it back up again and told people. And you should know when to STFU about a secret, eventho the owner of the secret doesn't know you know their secret. Dah orang bagitau kau secret kan, appreciate sikit lah that I have trust in you to keep it. Just when I thought everybody has forgotten about it and that I would FINALLYtreat people normally, now she made things worse. Trust is important. More important than anything. Sort of. These people who has betrayed your trust in them have mental problem. Well, it's what this girl is probably suffering from. She should get it when some things are sensitive to certain people. So, keeping her mouth shut about other people businesses would be a brilliant idea. How do I know?

Because I know it first hand.

If you have a book, that you write mushy, lovey dovey things in , keep it safe. Don't leave it in class. Or give it to somebody to look after it for you. Trust me, if somebody finds it, and it just so happens so be their past balak written all over it, then... susah la jadinya. They still haunt me till this day. It hurts you and makes you feel so embarrassed that you're drowning in the thoughts of what people think of you, now that they know your deepest darkest secret. It makes your heart heave and your head spin and your stomach churn. When you pass him by, you can literally feel your heart abnormally pump a pump until you can feel it hit your chest. You lose appetite and self-confidence.You just can't help keeping your head down when you pass them at the hallway when you should be walking with your head held high. And you just can't help feeling like an idiot when they give you looks.

I know it first hand.

I guess I can officially say it here,

I hate high-school drama.

What is with people and ruining other people's lives?

Tidakkah mereka berhati perut?

Don't Take Over.

2010-07-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

Some people kan, perasan sungguh! Ish.
I want to sleeeeeep sebab esok ada Persatuan Agama meeting.
People sneezing or coughing without closing their mouths has become my pet peeve. Like, I'm suffering OCD or something.

School has been such a drag. Fila, Nicole and I have been busy with the Minggu Perpustakaan thingy. Well they have .___.

I am an official Librarian. Oh, joy!

here i state that

i will wear a hijjab when

ramadhan begins.

to school and everywhere

i go. FOREVER.

So, uh. Shopping for tudungs? :)

Cold river.

2010-07-18T21:43:00.001+08:00

Camp is over. Hahaha.
It was awesomeee :)
I malaslah nak cerita in detail.

There are moments during the camp I just,

truly enjoyed. But at the same time,

it too, felt like a guilty pleasure.

It's hard to find somebody like BS.

People with his like him, are... RARE, so to say.

Here comes Disease K.

Slap on a smile.

2010-07-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

Breakdowns can create breakthroughs.
Things fall apart so things can fall together.

There are things in life that you must learn to let go.

Kalau tak, susah la jadinya.

Camp is this weekend. And it's clashing with the Librarian Installation.
Oh GRRREEEEAAAT.

I have the melody, but I don't have the lyrics. How can some songwriters come up with such superb lyrics?

I don't like Orianthi's lyrics. They're too straightforward.

I think my style of writing lyrics would be poetic and tersirat.

Colbie Caillat and Taylor Swift's lyrics are really good.

Men and The Outdoors.

2010-07-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

Camp is next week.

CAMP IS NEXT WEEK.

Holy craaaaaap.

'Cause I can't sleep

2010-07-07T01:40:00.001+08:00

I have suddenly developed an interest in piano.

Before I played guitar or settle down on any instrument for that matter, my Mom thought that guitar was a very boyish instrument. But I carried on with my interest in guitar to the extent of getting one and going for classes. Thankfully, I did not put all that money to waste by playing it horribly or not playing it at all. I would say that I'm a fairly OK guitar player. Not a pro but, I'm good enough.

I told Dad that I would like an Electric Guitar if I get good results for PMR. There's a Guitar Package at a nearby music store that does not burn a hole in his wallet. An Electric Guitar, an amp, a guitar bag, a strap and a pick. Wonderful! And maybe throw in a distortion pad? ;D

But, I would really love to learn how to play the piano. I know the basics, so I guess it's okay if I learn it on my own or on the Internet. I bought a Piano Pocket Chord Book a few months back, so I don't wanna put that to waste.

Playing multiple instruments is pretty cool to me. Like, you're multi-talented.
Other instruments I would like to play;

Violin
Harmonica
Flute

Playing the harmonica and flute seems pretty easy, no? It doesn't cost too much too, right? I might need to take lessons for Violin, but getting one is expensive.

Well, I'm off to look for secondhand instruments!

Whoah, sakit lagi la.

2010-07-05T22:13:00.001+08:00

Could and cough has attacked me again! D:
I now have a totally different voice. I can't sing. It's like really serak and sengau.
One thing I have to get over and done with tomorrow;

The forever useless

Sivik project.

Which I am supposed to be doing now. Heh o.o

Why oh, why must they make us Secondary school students suffer? Don't we have enough patriotism embedded in ourselves? I know I do. And why is the bloody Internet so fucked up? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Today was not my day.

The list of things/attitudes of people that I do not understand - in bullet list;

I don't get why some people take photos of their disgusting bruises or wounds. It's gross. Especially if you're a girl. For Allah's sake man, keep it to yourself .
If you're gonna wear something that is as short as your shirt, than you might as well just go around pants-less. There we go! More money wasted on yet another useless piece of clothing.
Why some people must push and shove their way to the front of the line. Not to mention cutting them! Where are your moral values? Macam apa! Kalah anak beruk.
I hate it when I hear a guy's relationship status that goes like this "Fishing Around". What? You think it's okay to just have any girl you want and just throw them away? Remember, we are human too. And humans have something called 'feelings'. Respect that and we will respect you.

From a person I've known, she told me she bumped into a guy friend during school. He then casually asks if she has an elder sister or knows someone whose his age, single and SUPER hot. My point here is that

Teenage guys are dumb. Well, most of them. Although they say that they're matured and you think that they're matured well, think again. They want a girl whose 'single and SUPER hot' just so she can please his eyes and show her off.
To me, (probably to most boys out there ) most of the 'SUPER hot' girls are the one don't know how to dress themselves politely.
What about the other girls who are single and are not categorized as 'SUPER hot'? And are just pretty ordinary? Most of these girls who fall under this category are the ones who have the biggest hearts and have the best personalities.
Above all, teenagers just want to have fun. Having large groups of friends, being part of cliques, pissing parents off, break hearts, curious and want to have a taste of the adult world. That's what I am. And I'm trying to stay firm on the ground.

Relationships at very young age. Having relationships at the tender ages of secondary school is pretty useless to me. I know a whole lot of people who have been in relationships at this age. Almost all of them did not last more than 4 months. Why do you want to have commitments right now? To me, the only things that you need to commit to at this age is your religion and getting your grades right. Love can wait. You're gonna me a lot of different people once you step out of high school.
Premature depression. I know some people naturally succumb to this but there are people who purposely let themselves have this. They react dramatically to small solve-able problems. Then they lable themselves as depressed. The depression equation;

Depression = Alcohol + School Discipline Problems + Fights

All I'm trying to say here is that, us teenagers should enjoy our age for as long as we can. The adult worlds is a far more different and complicated world.

Enjoy and appreciate the little things and don't stress them.

I was bored,

2010-07-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

I've started to watch Avatar: The Legend of Aang. It's awesome!

I've got to change,
in so many ways.
To hit that range,
for better days.

I might seem fine, when I'm really not.

I know she shines and I do not.

But please my dear, don't leave me here,

with this regret, that my heart forgets

to let you go, when I still know

the feelings still show.

Down to my stomach.

2010-07-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hello. Dah lama dah tak update. Well I guess you guys are okay with it. You don't have to scroll down to read 'em.

So, RKA (Open Day/Report Card Day) was on Wednesday (30/06/2010) And, it was hm, well, okay I guess... Dad came to pick it up. Honestly, it was a rats race to get to the top. If I worked my ass off a lil' bit more, my results would've been better.

I was talking out from the back of my head the whole time today. I guess I over-worked during my duty this morning. I processed... JENG JENG JENGGGGG!

10 BOOKS!

Tahniah, tahniah.

Ala, you might think, Oh, what's the big deal? Nenek aku pun boleh buat!

Haha. I don't think she'll larat. I kid.

Isi borang slip kerja buku, isi whatever², then, I labelled it, gave it a barcode, stamped it (my most favourite part), wrapped it ONE BY ONE and put the data into the computer.And I did it all by myself. Brilliant! -____________-"

They should have Probate/Librarian of The Month. And I should get it lol xD Perasan, much? I helped Yu Rong with his BM karangan. I honestly sounded like a smarty pants. Even so, I did not get an A for BM. I guess the way I write is far too professional for them to handle. Muaha.

So, for as long as Haris and Hariz were gone (they're not back, still!) Syafila and I got a once in a lifetime chance to get to pay attention in class by sitting at their seats... depaaaaaaaaaaan sekaliiiii. Hahah. For English we had to make a dialogue. An interview with your favourite idol/superstar. Fila and I chose Michael Buble ;D
Seriously, his voice is AWE-SUM! k bai

Teachers Day SMKTS 2010

2010-06-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

This is Yasmin and I. We performed for Teachers Day. We sang "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts. Then, by a last minute inquiry, we performed "Mona Lisa" Applause was mengalakkan. I was really happeh.

I feel that I have improved quite a lot about myself. And I wish to improve MOAR.

I am more comfortable performing in front of crowds then I was before.
I have finally learned from my mistakes to not hesitate and be shy. It finally dawned on me on how much I've missed. By getting over the negativity, I returned home, happy with a phone number in hand.
I have gotten myself into reading. And I collected all the books that I bought which I have not read yet, and stacked them up so that I can finish them.
I tell myself not to spend aimlessly ;)
I clean my room as often as I can.

And, I have gotten over that douche. Awesome. Bye!

I LOVE THIS DUDE

2010-06-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Alamak!

2010-06-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

Homework should be banned during the holidays. Cam bodoh je bagi homework. Like 98.99% percent of us wouldn't actually do it, as far as I know. Kalau buat tu, last minute. Hoohohohoh.

Love me, love me, love me,
Say that you love me.

Cupcakes (prepare to drool)

2010-06-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

<--- The outcome xD
Yasmin and Aunt Alma helped too!

Karate Kid.

2010-06-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hari ini saya menonton Karate Kid. Jayden Smith hot doh. Fuuuuh.
Kat OU with Firzad, Amar, Raihana and Zarif.

KITTEH AND KATZ of the Zainun Ahmad household (CLASSIFIED)2010

2010-06-16T20:04:00.001+08:00

I've been wanting to post them here for a while, but I didn't really have the time to find out their breed and take their photos. Fortunately, I woke up early today, and I had the chance to do so!

As you know, I have a soft spot for kittens. I'm allergic to them but who cares! hehe.

After Dimple, Dusty and their three kittens (Combi,Mudpie,Daisy) death, and JC and Pat's dissapearence, only one was still around -- Snowy.

This house used to have 22 cats. I don't know their names but I know one thing for sure, they are all PERSIAN. If I'm not mistaken, PURE persians. And if I put together all of the cats that lived in this house, dead, alive and missing, it would approximately total up to be around 35. My late grandfather loved cats. My grandmother does too but she only tolerates very beautiful cats like the Persians she had. Like she said, she doesn't like "kucing tepi jalan".

SNOWY

I've had Snowy since I was 6 back in Setiawangsa when she was still a big fat kitten. She's been living with us until we moved back in PJ. Now, in cat years, she might be an old hag. Kesian dia. But she was constantly gets bugged with Pat, 'cause I guess, to him, Snowy was a MILF. Pat was probably a very horny teenager who was just doing this thang. He was unneutralised that time. If he was, I guess, he wouldn't have run away.You can imagine how noisy and miang his cat calls were, huh?

Eversince he was missing, Snowy was seen at home a lot more. She's been around for eight years now and is closest to Aiman. She's a European Shorthair. As you can see here, her deformed lower mouth, yes, she's been in a lot of fights. SHE'S A WORRIAH! Damn yeng la you. xoxo

Next is

ROONEY a.k.a Wong, for the sepet eyes.

(Rooney? Yes, Uncle Yem's a big fan of M.U)

He's a Norwegian Forest Cat.

This cat is like family for my aunt, Alma. Knowing that she has only one daughter, she treats Rooney like one of her own. He was bought from a pet shop a few months ago for a very cheap price for it's breed and size. As far as I know, he has eye infections and a bump on his belly, which we do not dare to touch. He will go nuts. He has a very loud "Meow" and he likes to sniff around. Very behaved cat, this one. Very manja. Likes to gesel around. Gemuk dan berbulu best. Macam carpet. Kudos to him for letting me take a snap of him. Susah sangat! Likes to jump around and look at you with his barely able to open eyes.

KITEHS!

First up is;

Prince Benjamin Harry. He's only 3 months old. Bought from a friend. Is a Siberian Forest Cat.

He is the love of my life. The cutest little fella. The first few days when he moved in here, weren't the best days, I suppose. Since he didn't have a cage, we had to put him in the same cage as the other kittens. The next day, we bought all of his necessities. I was pretty sad that he had to be seperated from his Bro. He seemed sad himself. But a few weeks later, he got along and was cheerful and playful as a normal kitten would be. He can't sit still. I had a hard time putting on his collar or combing his fur.

Aunt Alma's three kittens, given by his student, Mahadhir Akmal.

Vanilla.

Rocky

Mudpie a.k.a Mudpie II

All three of the above are siblings.

They might be a mix of Ocicat and Bengal because, the look very alike to both of those breeds.

They both live in the same three storey cage. Are very playful and hard to catch when it's time to put then back into the cage.

If Vanilla were a human, she'd be hot. Vanilla and Mudpie are females while Rocky is a male. I would say that Rocky and Vanilla's fur are the nicest to stroke. Lembuuuut je.

All of the dead cats are put to rest in our garden. I hope one day we will meet in heaven. All of the 22+ Persian cats that I have never seen before.

I found this post.

2010-06-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

Like a very old post. Forgotten. Waaaay back. Back when I was bonkers for him. It's funny xD This was last year.

This will be a complain post, so if you have something else to do, its better if you do that than read this.

I screwed

maths paper.

Am I gonna die?

Yes, I am.

I have not seen him for 4 weeks now.

Di hilang ke mana, I pun tatau.

I tanya orang, diaorang kata you datang.

They said yes.

You kena abducted by aliens kot.

Hmm, mungkin.

You avoid I ke?

Because I think you are.

You turned me very negative with my own curiosity.

If I knew where your house is right now,

I'd go baling mercun at your front house (because I have loads under my bed).

Then, maybe aim at your bedroom.

BAHAHAH!!! DIE,DIE,DIE!!!!

No, no,

I don't want you to die,

Sebab apa?

Ye,

I memang nak you mati,

tapi sebab

SUKA

GILA

KAT

YOU...

Hmm, paham2 ler.

I think I overdone it. But trust me, I never wanted you to feel this way, (if you feel anything),

I would really undo this if I had the chance.

But, the past is the past,

for that, I have to submerge myself in regret. Ala, you know the

"Omg, I shouldn't have done that"

"I should've *insertactionhere* tadi"

I'm not myself around you.

I try to be my best around you,

but I end up screwing everything up.

Eff' this, I wanna go Tanjung Rambutan.

Alhamdulillah.

2010-06-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

I know how to do harmonics on guitar now.
Yes, I am a n00b. Diam.

Oh, hari ni!

2010-06-15T23:04:00.003+08:00

That is us, with our game faces. It's pretty obvious where I am in this picture.

"Don't shoot the Yellow Lady" xD

Paintball. Tak main. Jadi medic. Kene tembak, walaupun I pakai a bright yellow vest. I was the photographer, btw. Met new people but tak cakap sangat why? Sebab I malu. It was AWESOME.
Fawwaz host :D Terimas.

Wah! New music.

2010-06-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

<-- Meet Ben Thornewill.

He's in this band (Jukebox The Ghost)

Listen to their music; Victoria, Good Day and Hold it in

Haha, lawakye.

Image courtesy from Jukebox The Ghost's Myspace Profile.

CARA-CARA SAYA MENCOMELKAN BLOG SAYA HIHI

2010-06-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

I got this pengiktirafan from Alya. Terimas.

1) Tulis sebuah entry pasal award ni kat blog korang. Nak tulis apa? Sila baca yg selanjutnya.

2) Ceritakan bagaimana usaha korang utk mencomelkan blog korang. Contoh macam korang mengubah suai blog sampai tak tido malam ke, etc. juga sertakan sekali 2 website yg korang slalu pegi utk membantu korang mengedit blog. Sila jgn kedekut ilmu, ya. kita mesti saling berkongsi. :)

3) Tuliskan 5 perkataan yg menggambarkan diri korang. Contoh: pandai, pemalas, pelukis, pembersih, peramah.

4) Tag kawan2 korang yg korang rasa patut menerima award ini.

My blog cute ke? I think it's quite boring, but, I got this title so, I guess it is cute. Haha.

Well as you know, I always keep changing my blog template. I would take the code and grab a photo from Google and exchange it with the one in the template. But, I'm really happy that theres this new Template Designer. It's awesome.

Well, I have a chatbox which people rarely leave stuff in. Theres a link somewhere there to get it too. I try to make my posts as colourful as it can be, but, I'm always too lazy to do it.

I am ; lame, messy, lazy, forgetful and gedik.

kbai.

Afrina Ariff

2010-06-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

loves Sour Cream and Onion chips.

Breifly; Day ;3&4 in Langkawi

2010-06-13T16:05:00.000+08:00

As you can see, yes, I failed to report my holiday accordingly. SO, I shall do this as breifly as I can.

Aunt Alma, Uncle Yem, Yasmin, Alya, Aunt Aini, Poh and Pakngah arrived in Langkawi. They went into their own rooms.
The next morning, we rented cars and decided to go for the Cable Car ride. So we arrived at that place and the queue was so BLARDEEEE long.

So we decided to go the next day. Poh, Pakngah and Aunt Aini went to get some plates which is basically why they agreed to come along. Besides having to go for the kenduring in Penang on Sunday.

So, my family and I decided to just go and jalan2. First we went for lunch at an ikan bakar shop, went to Makam Mahsuri and get some Gamat stuffs.
Later that night, Yasmin, Alya and I pergi jalan2 at the row of shops in front of the hotel. I bought some clothes. Oh, and I forgot to mention, my retro sunglasses went missing when we were on the boat to Pulau Payar. Damn. Sedih doh.

Sunday;
Okay, nak balik dah. So we woke up this morning, and Alya, Poh and I watched A Nanny's Secret on Star Movies :D I watched it half-way because kene gi Cable Car. Ibu, Aqil and I decided to go feed some deer. Extrance was free. Some goddamn rusa go hit his head at my ass. Resulting in me screaming. Not funny.

So gi lah cable car pagi2 tu. Best!! Tinggi gila. Then, Asyraff nak gi go kart and we all went for lunch at some mamak stall. Masa tu dh kemas2 ah bilik and benda.

I gotta say the weather here in Langkawi is so FUCKIN hot, I just can't stand it.Damn. I will miss Langkawi and it's beach, but not it's weather. It was fun. I would say the highlight of this holiday was feeding baby sharks at Pulau Payar. Eventho I didnt get into the water. Okay then...
(Gambar I akan post nanti.)
HABESSSSS.

Day 1 in Langkawi Part 2

2010-06-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'm back. Damn, I still feel the waves! Motion sickness. I gotta lie down.
So we got up for Subuh and went for Breakfast at the lobby. Then we waited for the bus that would drive us to Jetty Point and from there, this boat called Coral Island takes us to Pulau Payar.

I went up to stay up outside the boat with Ayah and Aqil. The boat was so noisy. So after 1+ horrible hours of staying on that very noisy boat, we reached Pulau Payar. I did not swim with the fishes because you know why. Time-time gi vacation basah-basah ni lah Aunt Irma visit. Adoiiiyaiy.

So we fed the fishes. It was crazy. Banyak gila. After that balik to the boat and another 1+ hours was taken up to drive us back to the jetty. There, the bus took back to the hotel. Which is where I am now. Blogging here, on top of this marble table.
I still have not gone to the beach. I will with Yasmin when she reaches here!

I don't know the plans for tonight. Probably we're gonna go rent some car and go shopping? Yay :D

Day 1 in Langkawi Part 1

2010-06-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

We arrived at Langkawi Boutique Resort (I wonder why it's called 'Boutique' 'cause I don't see any boutiques here haha lame joke shut up) at around 10-ish and checked in the hotel and had to heave ourselves with all the luggage including my darling guitar, up three flights of stairs. Nearly died there.

Then, Dad and I decided to have supper so we walked to the row of shops in front of the lobby. I bought along my own recycling bag because why? I wanna save the world. Period. Yes, I am having my period now, damn. I can't go in the water. I'm not allowed to use a tampon.

So I thought, like any other restaurants I've been to; North and South especially, have horrible food services. It takes them 10 flippin' minutes to bring you a freakin' glass of water. I almost died, I mean litterally died, when I ate the "Tom Yam from hell" back in Pangkor. Dah lah ayeok dah habeh. I couldn't talk. Well, I was murmuring and used hand signals. But after waiting for so long, I had to gulp down a glass of water that the person had in front of me.

What happened to the tom yam? I didn't finish it. NO ONE COULD. I told you, Tom Yam from HELL.
Okay, dah. Kene mandi. Esok gi Pulau Payar :D

Arriving Langkawi

2010-06-10T19:16:00.001+08:00

Here I am bloggin in the ferry. This is so awesome. I'm using a Broadband by the way.
So, I packed last night and went up the wall looking for my charger. It's hard, you know. having an annoying brother coming in and out of your room with no purpose. Haha.

I will try to update as much as I can according to our stay here.
So, we left Kampung Tunku at 10:30 in the morning and went on our way. The hardest part upon leaving the house was leaving little Prince Benjamin Harry behind (newly puchased kitten. I will post about the kittens as soon as I get their photos).

When Aunt Alma left the house for her English Centre she told me to watch out for the kittens in case they were under her car. The gate was open. I was trying to catch Benny before he could escape through the gate to the oncoming traffic on the road. My sunglasses got scratched when I tried to catch it, on all fours.Luckily he was okay. He gave me the shock of my life.

If I were to see a being die in front of my eyes, I probably wouldn't be able to sleep for a few days. Especially if it was adorable Benny :(

So then we said our goodbye's and left. It was a horrible 6+ hour drive and I had naps in the car. Then we stopped by a friend of my mothers chicken rice shop somewhere in Kangar and had lunch. Then we drove to the ferry. Which was just now. We thought we were gonna be able to get the car to Langkawi but it seems that we wouldn't get it as soon as we reach there. So we had to leave it behind somewhere and will get it by tomorrow? IDK.
So that's all for now. We're just waiting for the bloody ferry to move

-______-" Haha, now it's moving.
Oh btw, we'll be staying at Langkawi Boutique Resort near a beach, which is the reason why I followed.
Damn, alot of gatherings we to be held this week. But I couldn't because of this.
I hope I enjoy myself hee hee~
;* xoxo

Terencat.

2010-06-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

I taknak pergi school. Forever.

Sebab... mmmm.... Ada orang ni. Tak suka lah.

Menyampah betul tengok muka dia. Bila tengok muka dia kan, rasa macam nak tampar muka dia ,cungkil bijik mata dia and then koyak hidung dia then botakkan kepala dia pastu bagi rambut dia kat Cancer society, tau?

Bagi dia mati, pastu... amik semua ~~guitar skills~~ dia and then, cincang awek dia. Kepala dia pun aku nak botakkan.

Haaa... sounds like a good plan kan? HEHEHE YAAAAY!

Inilah akibatnya bila dah benci dan menyampah tahap maksimum terhadap seseorang yang dah pernah suka. Tenyata, minah ini masih lagi mempunyai persaan terhadap si dia.

Tertengoklah pulak gambar dia setelah sekian lama tidak bertegur dan sayulah hati minah ini apabila diketahui lah pula, yang dia sudah berpacar. Dia dalam gambar tu pun, ter-cute yang amat sangat lah pulak.
BABI LA KAU. GI MATI LA.

Penguin,

2010-06-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

I just took a shower after kitten-sitting and am sitting in front of the television, watching Discovery channel while I'm typing this post. aaand looking at home-made face masks. Pretty cool.

Mum, Aqil, Rina and I watched Shrek Forever After. It was fun. Well, not really. My heels got ruined -- AGAIN. Thus, I was walking around TC like a penguin. And wearing three quarter pants made it worse.
Sleeping over at Arinah's tomorrow! Yay. Bye.

Banyak lah kau punya songeh.

2010-06-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

I feel like writing lyrics or a story.
Music nowadays are crap. With the ones from Lady Gaga and Kesha and all, their lyrics make no sense at all.
Music to me are the ones that consists of, stringed instruments, percussion, wind instruments and pure, unedited vocals. Vocals yang tak bunyi macam katak and bunyi cam minah mabuk. I know it's Kesha's trademark, but WTH?!
It's rediculous.
And yet you say she sounds great. What's wrong with your head?

Okay, good news! I got my semangat to perform for Teachers Day. Auditions are bloooody close; after the semester break O: O:
Yasmin and I are performing with a friend. Okay, I should stop right here ;)

okbai.

What's the use of

2010-06-03T14:33:00.000+08:00

your hair covering 99.99% of your face in a photo?

JANGAN POTONG CAKAPAN SAYA APABILA SAYA SEDANG HAPPY

2010-06-03T00:06:00.001+08:00

Okay.
I do not know why I was so tired today.
SO VERY TIRED.

I have happy news. Hmh, very happy la, heh? Yeah, happy la.
I passed as a probate. Therefore, I shall be a senior next year and face hell. Ha ha.

My exam results are not good.
A B for Geography and BM. I guess I put my expectations up too high.
:/
Now, I'm down in the dumps.
Well, Alhamdulillah, I got those grades and I get enough education, unlike some unfortunate people to have to give up school to work for their poor family.

Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.

I should be asleep now.
Bye.

Have you said Alhamdulillah

for the great things

Allah has given you?

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W;

"Senyum kepada saudaramu adalah sedekah"

Like silk.

2010-05-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

I should keep my hair long. Damn I wish

that it could just, grow like that.

Cause the longest it's ever been was at neck length.

And I looked hideous.

I just need long hair, styled properly

to cover these chubby cheeks :D

I know it's late but...

2010-05-28T02:05:00.001+08:00

I'm In Love With You - Joy Williams.

I stumbled upon this song while I was randomly listening to music on YouTube.

Honestly, this song is FANTASTIC. It had took every word I've been dying to get out of me.

And the pictures are so sweet.

I've been waiting all my life for this morning
Just to wake up next to you holding me
And your head is resting gently on my shoulder
Like you're whispering to me
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So glad I found you
I'm in love with you
When we're leaving dreams and rolling back the covers
All at once we're getting ready for the day
It's when you look at me in the mirror while you're shaving
Before I go on my way, you say
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
You're the one I choose
‘Cause I'm in love
Love is joy and love is pain
It's kissing in the rain
It's doing dishes when it's late
Isn't it, baby
It's the art of compromise
It's hellos and long goodbyes
It's the picture of our lives
Isn't it crazy
So I'll call you when I get to where I'm going
And I'll tell everyone we know you said hello
And without fail they'll ask me if I miss you
Of course I do, you know I do
‘Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
You're the one I choose
I'm in love
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I love you just the same as I did the day
I fell in love with you

Now, that looks better.

2010-05-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

I pefer this template than any other tamplates I have used.
I've been adoring these names for a while now;

Johan Abdullah
Johanna Aishah

Maybe I'll name my kids that, InsyaAllah.

So, exams are over! :D And Performance for Teachers Day is coming up and I'm freaking out.

Yasmin and I are performing To Be With You and Mona Lisa.

And I'm perfecting To Be With You's solo and Mona Lisa's harmonizations.

I think I might just take back guitar lessons. Classical this time. Because I'm literally suffering here. Well, tak tau la. If my grades are satisfactory (which I think are not coming out well) probably with my savings, I'll ask dad.

So the holidays are coming up. My family and I along with my paternal family will be going to Langkawi.

And uh, I will have to shop for new clothes to wear and for the performance.

Kak Mazni's wedding is lusa and ROSSA CONCERT HEEE~

Cant wait!

Mix Brown Sugar with Disease K.

2010-05-26T22:26:00.001+08:00

I'm back to drawing hearts on every paper I am given. Figure out why.

Hey. Sorry for not posting for a while. Well, I supposed no ones reading my blog anymore 'cause the ChatBox is so dead.

This week's been a drag because of the exams.
Agama was okay.
English was okay.
Bahasa Melayu was AWESOME.
Science was horrible.
Maths was shit.
Seni Theori was shit.
Seni Amali was okay.
Sejarah was between okay and horrible.
Geography was EASY, I must say.

But I got one incorrect answer for Georgaphy, for now. FFFFFFFFFFFFF
I kenot wait 4 Rossa's kosertz ;D
Okay, I really don;t have anything in my mind to type about....
But, give me a moment.

I've been addicted to Soybean lately. A glass of Soybean with two ice cubes.
I'm going for Kem Ibadah that Persatuan Agama is having.

You know, I've been trying so hard to tell you what you're still doing,
is not right. But, I just can't because, well, maybe you know me too well,
or you might think of me differently when I tell you.
I've been asking around, "What should I do?"
But, their answers are not good enough.
I know it's not my responsibility but, as your best friend, I should care.
'Cause if this goes on, I don't know... You wont be one of us anymore. It will not be practiced by your children. I will be far more worse once you marry a convert, which is what you wanna do.
I know you get pissed or ashamed when they ask you why you don't do it.
But doesn't a pinch of self repention and realisation ever arise in you?
Without Iman your life has no meaning.
The world is coming to an end, my friend.
I don't want you to end up in hell.

Okay. You want it that way,

I'll do it that way.

After exams. Which is not now :/

2010-05-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm just gonna stop with the not posting until exams are over crap. I will crap on my blog, no matter what. This song is nice. You should play it while reading this post. Don't watch the video. Agak obscene. Hm, lagi lah nak tonton. Tau aje.

Okay, I have listed the things I wanno do after exams which is on the 28th of May. So on the 29th, there is Kak Mazny's wedding. Gosh, she's getting married! So happy for her :')

AAAAND this;

Fuohh. I'm really psyched about it. Right after Kak Mazny's wedding! I'm going there with my mom, her sister and my cousin. Well Dad said he'll get the tickets today. Hee~ Right after exams. Awesome.

I've got some stuff arranged after my exams. For example;

I have not gone for my facial , manicure and pedicure for ages.
I want to go shopping for new clothes and shoes.
Go watch movies or buy DVDs

And such. Not gonna tell yall' everythang.

Mmmhm, yeah. Okay bye nak study...? o.o

Survey

2010-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yes I know I'm not sticking to my promise to not post after my exams are over, shut up. Gatal sangat ah. Nak post jugak.

Got this from Alya's blog. She got it from another friend.

GET TO KNOW

Time started : 10:52 pm

Name : Afrina binti Ariff.

Sex : Female

Birthday : November 4th

Sign : Scorpio

Eye color : Black

Where do you live : Malaysia

FAVORITE

Where is your favorite place to shop : Nothing particular.
Color : Brown

Number : 12629 ;)

Boys Name : Johan, Jeffri

Girls Name : Iman,

Animal : Everyone in the Cat family.

Month : June and July.

Juice : Apple.

Breakfast : Toast and Jam.

Favorite cartoon character : Chowder and Spongebob.

HAVE YOU EVER

Given anyone a bath : Tidak.

Smoked : hmmmm......tidak.

Eaten a dog : Tidak. Ugkhh

Put your tongue on a frozen pole : Tidak.

Loved someone so much it made you cry : No, not really.

Broken a bone : I dislocated a bone.

Played truth or dare : Yah

Been in a physical fight : Nah

Been in a police car : Nah
Been in a hot tub : Oooh, yah.

Swam in the ocean : Yah

Fallen asleep in school : Totally mann.

Ran away : Nahh, I love home. Well, sometimes.

Broken someone’s heart : Yes.

Cried when someone died : Yeaph :/

Cried in school : Mmmhm.

Fell off your chair : Yes.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Well, no. Waited for hours for someone to reply a damn text message, Eff you.

WHAT IS

Your good luck charm : Dont have one

Best song you ever heard : No particular one.

What’s your room like : Freakin' messy. Stuffy in the morning.

Last thing you ate : Mee.

What kind of shampoo do you use : Sunsilk
Do you believe in karma : It goes around, comes around.

DO YOU

Believe in love at first sight : Totally.

Like picnics : On tables not on the grass. I hate ants.

Like school : Hmm o.o

Would you eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars : NOOOOO.

Who was the last person that called you : Dad.

What makes you laugh the most : Something funny (duh) or random.
Ye ye ye ye yeng, ye ye yeng, ye ye yeng, ha ha ha ha haaaa.
DO YOU/ARE YOU

Do you like filling these out : Sort of.

Do you wear contacts or glasses : Gasses.

Do you like yourself : Scratch that. I'm in love with my self. Well, I admit. Not all the time.

Do you get along with your family : Yah.

Obsessive : I go by my Zodiac. Most of it is true.

FINAL QUESTIONS

What are you listening to right now : Nothing Miley or Selena, thats for sure. James Morrison - The Letter (Y)
What did you do yesterday : Went to Tropicana City Mall. Met a cutie working at a guitar shop. Watched Iron Man. Shopped a little.

Hate someone in your family : Gila apa?

What car do you wish you had : My dads Kia. Or a jeep.

Where do you want to get married : Not much of an outdoor person. Especially with the weather here in Malaysia, And gardens and sunsets are so cliche. So most probably a grand one in a grand ball room.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be : .....

How many remote controls are in your house : Too many to care.

Last time you took a bath : @ 6:30pm

The last movie you saw at the cinemas : Iron Man 2

Do you like scary or happy movies \: Both. But I need a pillow or cushion or a person to grip on and to cover my face with during a scary movie.

Black or white : Black

Root Beer or Dr.Pepper : Neither.

Vanilla or chocolate : Cokelat

Silver or Gold : Silver.

Diamond or pearl : Pearl

Sunset or Sunrise : Sunrise.

Sprite or 7up : Sprite

Cats or dogs : Cats fo' sho.

Coffee or tea : Tea.

Phone or in person : mmm, both ;)

Are you the oldest, middle, youngest or only child : Only girl, middle.

Indoor or outdoor : Both.

kbai.

THIS IS MY LAST POST

2010-05-03T18:12:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY LAST POST

UNTIL MY MID-TERM EXAMS ARE OVER.

SERIOUSLY, I CANNOT SCREW UP ON THIS ONE.

Catchyyy

2010-05-03T13:39:00.005+08:00

Me likey Britney.

And I've been looking for this video, down here, for AGES, I tell you!

Think.

2010-04-27T15:28:00.000+08:00

I missed school for two days. I'm not feeling well.
Missed my Sejarah and Maths monthly test. I hope I can retake it.
I've studied. I slept. I ate. I drank. I wasted time. Like any other person.
I bought a new light bulb for the Ikea spotlight in my room. but only after two days, it burnt out. WTH.
I feel that my blog is getting boring kan?
Yeah (Y) sorry.
My skin is getting better.
I want a kitty.

I've been thinking a lot these past few days.
What will happen in the future; PMR, SPM. Going to some medical school. Getting married...
HAVING KIDS. Getting pregnant, especially.
I mean, you'll have something growing, living and kicking inside you. And the fact that you'd be facing a possibility of dying just giving birth to it.
Then, raising it him up in hopes of him being a good and successful person. But as he grows up, he starts to show his true colours. Goes out late at night and does bad things.
Argues and talks back at you, breaks your heart.
Getting a girl pregnant. Failing his studies. Leaves you to live on your own and moves to a far away place with his wife who you've never met before.

Okay /end rant.

Pergi study la.

2010-04-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Saya perlu merajinkan diri. Kerana Mid-Term dah semakin dekat :) Oh, great.
Librarian Exam was, ugh. Takyah cakap ah,. Tiba2 dapat signature drive pulok dohhh. In 1 week kene siap. HOLIIFAAAKKKK.

Esok sekolah. Kene pergi. Masak some, macaroni mixed with tuna thingy.
And Puan Aida will give exam tips for BM. She says "Datang, jangan tak datang. Promosi selama sehari sahaja!"
And esok. Nak bangun awal. Studyyyy~
Ye lah tu kan, Afrina ni. Silap² kang esok bangun lambat T.T
Tak boleh. Lepas Subuh je, study. Sebab study awal² lah paling bagus (Y) and the kene pergi beli bende for masakan.
Then, balik tu. Main guitar.
kene kurang main guitar, Facebook, Blog and TV.
Only lepas mid-term.
Kurang je, tau. Bukan tak pegang langsung ;)

k, selamat malam.

Why Do I Keep Falling?

2010-04-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

~~Why do I keep on falling back for that fella?~~
~~This is fcukd up la.~~

WARNING; This post will be ridiculously jiwang.

Have you ever felt like such an idiot when you say to yourself,

"Okay I'm over this guy! I will move on!"

And you start finding negative characteristics about that person, and start comparing him or her to another person.

Then suddenly you see him in school and he waves at you or see a cute photo of him,

and you just say,

"Goddamnit! You're so cute.Why haven't wee been talking? I miss you!"

And your heart just, aches. Real baaaaad.

I mean, we haven't been talking for a long time now. And I know why la.

agh, fcuk this.

Woookay, lets move on to more important things ;)

I look really good in Choir and Class photo. Which is a good thing.
I look so horrible in Persatuan Agama Photo. You can see the damn flash umbrella on my forehead. Which is not a good thing.
Mid termmmmm.
Librarian stuff. D:

okbai.

Dream, dream, dream.

2010-04-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Mid-term examinations are just around the corner and I'm still dreaming around.
But I have been completing my incomplete work so I guess that's a good thing right?

Fathi has been ignoring me.
For no reason. He like, hates me. Serious.
Well SCREW him 'cause he's missing out, big time.
Now on to moar important stuff.

I have not been getting enough sleep.

Therefore, I wake up late. I've always wanted to wake up to the sound of birds chirping outside my window or a cool fresh breeze but, no. I always wake up to bloody hot mornings, stupid cars and motorcycles with their turbos zooming past the house or my grandmother babbling to herself ever morning about my room. Seriously people, I need my sleep. If not I will look like a zombie the next day.

2. The schools discipline is getting worse.

Not that I ever gave a fcuk 'bout it but now I do. And it is all caused by the minority. Well not all 'caused by the minority, but they're in the spotlight. So earlier today, the teachers gathered up the malay students in the Surau and approached us religiously and educationally. Like it would work but, I've learn my lesson, thank you very much.

3. I like a guy.

I like him, but I'm not sure. You get the picture.

If only a guy would take me on a boat,
and paddle ourselves to an island.
But on our way there, he stops.
And just sings with his guitar...
okbai.

I am very glad, because I am finally returning home (Trololo)

2010-04-20T00:20:00.001+08:00

AHH SORRY LA

2010-04-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

I WILL BE AWAY UNTIL...
GOD KNOWS WHEN BECAUSE I AM BUSY.

IF YOU DON'T MIND, PLEASE GO TO MY FACEBOOK
ACCOUNT AND CLICK ON MY VIDEOS.
THERE, YOU WILL SEE ME AND YASMIN
SINGING.
WHILE PLAYING GUITAR.
WE CALL OURSELVES YR&AA AT THE MOMENT.
AND IT'S NOT THAT BAD.
WE WILL CONTINUE TO UPDATE MORE VIDEOS
OF US COVERING SOME HIT SONGS.
BUT NOT NOW BECAUSE I AM SO DAMN BUSY LAH KAN.
WALAUPUN BUSY MCM MANA PUN
SEMPAT JUGAK NAK BIKIN VIDEO.
SO FAR THE RESPONSES ARE OKAY. I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY.
AAAAAAH, WHAT THE HELL PPS PUNYA INTERVIEW THIS FRIDAY.
I
WILL
DIE.

OKAY OKAY, I'll stop with the caps.
K lah, I put the videos here.

A cover of James Morrison's The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore and Marron 5's Sunday Morning.

Birthdays.

2010-04-12T11:21:00.002+08:00

There are a lot of birthdays this month.

Too many people to list down for a shout out.

But yesterday, Nadiah, my cousin, had a really nice birthday party organized by Party Kidz.

The same people who organized Aqil's party last December.

I spent most of my time at the Glass Painting booth. I must say, mine is prettay niceee :D

When Dave wanted to call all the kids for the games I just watched on nearby. I have to say, I was the one who laughed out loud , not the kids. The kids were blur. Dave is just, so hilarious.

Potong cake, bla, bla, bla. We celebrated Adri's and Aunt Aini's birthday too :)

Ice-cream cake. Babi la, gila susah to resist.

So;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO;

AUNT AINI,

ADRI,

NADIAH,

MEGAT,

NURUL.

thatsallicanremember,okay?bye.

Apa tengok-tengok? Ada hutang?

2010-04-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I have finally gotten sick of my blog template.
It gives you a calm feeling no? Rather than that horrible orange one.
My cousin, Nadiah's birthday party is tomorrow. So everyone was busy. Esecially my Mom.
This weeks' school was fine. But I think I'll have to drink a cup of coffee or an energy drink every Thursday morning. Because, without fail, I will sleep during class. I am at my most exhausted on Thursdays.
Dad and I went to Taman Megah, Taman SEA and KJ to get Moms baking stuffs. Then we stopped by at a cafe and had a drink.
Last night, Dad and I went to Digital Mall. Aqil broke one of the buttons of his PSP, so we got it fixed. And I just browsed through the PC games there. I asked for Pajama Sam, Freddi Fish, Putt-Putt. Some of them didn't have it or didn't know what game it was.
I was like, dude, it's the best kid-game in history.

(I've been hanging out with my Dad a lot lately (: )

I tell you, Humongous Entertainment produces the best games EVER.
It's been getting me hooked all day.

Pajama Sam, Freddi Fish and Putt-Putt. If you get me a series of one of these games for my birthday, I'd be happiest girl alive, besides getting a guitar, amp or a new laptop lah (:
It's so fun. I mean, just think about it; getting me a game that would only cost you less than 10 bucks (plus it will last forever), rather than getting me stuff that I will eventually not use or grow over.

I'm sorry but, I have a few complaints.

2010-04-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

FROM MY OWN BLOODY CLASS.
If he's is gone, the whole bloody class will be peaceful. And i wonder which idiot put him in Angsana.
That darn paper aeroplane that landed on my desk was the last straw. I crumpled it and went to his table and pointed it to his face and said,

"You do another paper aeroplane and throw it around again, I will shove it in your mouth!!"
"It wasn't me!"
"I don't care!! Semua sama je!"

He is the cause of the noise in the class. Him and his boisterous laugh. Which is so darn annoying.
I totally blew up in class and finally had people LISTEN TO ME.

You really don't want to fool around with me when I'm really pissed.

Help?

2010-04-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hah, sayang ah Justin Beiber.
He has then nicest brown eyes.
Okay, you can kill me.

Hi.

I just hate it when skinny stick-like people call themselves fat.

Idiots -,-

I realised that even when I don't brush my hair, it'll still be in place.

Todays maths quiz was just shitty. I'll fail it fo'sho.

And I was so crunk after it. All giggly and giddy.

During free period, I got up to throw some rubbish. When I was

walking back to my place, I tripped, spun around

and landed on my bum.

So I just sat on the floor, laughing.

Then my gang joined.

Poor Syafila couldn't sit on the floor :P

And I had three nosebleeds today (Y)

Oh,

and Haris broke my terquoise hairband that I've been wearing for

2 1/2 months to school. Hahah

First, he kinda broke my spectacles,

then he broke my hairband. Hahah.

When I told Syafila about it then she said,

"Next, he's gonna break your heart".

O.O

Jangan tau Haris. Sedih aku nanti :(

That's all.

Well, it's nice to know that I still exist to you.

Drag.

2010-04-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

Schools been an awful drag. I was sooo sleepy during class.
Like, it would take my Mom more than 5 times to wake me up in the morning.
And syafila's back in school :D
And heh, I really admire Justin Beiber :)
His voice and all. It's really nice.

Cutest lil' thanggg.

2010-04-04T13:28:00.005+08:00

Yasmin, Aqil, Ayah and I watched
How To Train Your Dragon
yesterday :)

Rating; 5/5

It was an awesome, awesome movie. I really enjoyed it. Especially Toothless.

Purrrrr, purrrr.

Sorry Miss, hari ni full.

2010-04-03T21:35:00.003+08:00

That was what the receptionists told to me when I entered 2 nail parlors today.
D:
I got a haircut. Short :D
But this means, I don't need to wear my beloved blue hairband anymore :/
And I got JUSTIN BEIBERS ALBUM YAY.

And I was like,
Baby, baby, baby nooooo.
Like,
baby, baby, baby, nooooooooo
Like,
baby, baby, baby nooooooo.
Thought you'd always be mine, mine.

Ey, ey. Sudah la, sudah SUDAH!

2010-04-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

I have had enough seeing people in ridiculously short shorts and skirts.
Tell me, what is the use wearing it if it's hidden under your shirt?
Tell me, tell me!
Buang duit je.
Sorry if this offends anybody but, I just say, "Astaghfirullah"
Especially when I see MALAY girls wearing them. Oh sorry, not just girls but women jugak.
Just, Malay women in general.
God damn it la. Tau tak aurat tu apa? Tau tak dosa tu apa? Tau tak neraka tu apa?
Better if you just go running around pants less.

And those people who strike ridiculous poses in their photos, as I mentioned in the previous post. Kalau you nak pose kissing your boyfriend on the lips/cheek/ear etc and berhajat post it on the internet, hmph, baik takyah.

Just frame the darn picture and keep it to yourself. Honestly, who would wanna see the photo? I wouldn't. I'm not saying I'm jealous or anything, NO! but it's just so darn ridiculous. And disgusting. Jelik. Menjengkelkan. Whatever.
Yeah, I'm talkin bout you boiii. CINTA TAK SUCIIIII.
GodiegodiegodieGODIE.

Hah. Jangan terasa. Kalau terasa tu, sorry.

Naik lorry.

Bloody hell la nak tido. Penat gila hari ni. tertidur dalam kelas.
You know, It's so hard to stay awake in class when the heavy rain has just finished and it's drizzling very lightly outside, very cloudy, cool breeze.
Whoah, nak tidooooo sepanjang hari.

k bai.

2010-03-28T15:12:00.003+08:00

I DON'T GET WHY PRETTY PEOPLE POSE SO HORRIBLY IN THEIR PHOTOS.

I don't mean to offend anybody but, seriously.
For gods sake man, pose lah elok-elok sikit.

And Ke$ha does not deserve to be in the music industry.
Friggin' idiots, what are you thinking?
It's not singing, what she's doing.

btw, this is my 500th post :D

Puff pie.

2010-03-26T14:21:00.003+08:00

I'm somewhat sick. Again (Y)
I'll get my strings replaced tomorrow, I think. At Euphony, as usual.
And I might just ask about the vocal lessons there. Heh.
I had cough syrup, so I feel quite drowsy.
They broke up. Probably she thought he was too clingy. Heh, kepala besar.

The vocals, harmonization and guitar on this song is really nice
:)

ok OK

2010-03-24T23:53:00.003+08:00

terlupa heh.
So this was the Lakaran Cinta that I drew during the talk.

Refer to post dated 21st of March.

Orang Government

2010-03-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

macam haram.

ISHHHH.
BUATPO MU BUAT ORGHE UNDER-18 SAHAJO BERAKSI UNTUK MSSD BOLING (NOT JUST BOWLING BUT EVERYTHING ELSE) EEEEEEEEEEEIH. TU LOH, PAKAI BANYOK2 LAGI DUIT TU. ORGHE ADA TOURNAMENT OUTSTATION, HANG PI ANGKUT SEGALO MOK NENEK ROMBONGE CIK KIOH PUN HANG ANGKUT SKALI PI TENGOK. MEMBAZIR!

BUATPO NI, BUAT PO?!
Takdo' paedoh.

Esok sekolah eh?

2010-03-21T19:31:00.004+08:00

yay, homework dah habis.
Well, most of it la. Pehhh.
Yang lain buleh buat kat library! :D
BANGAAAAANG, esok sekolah.

I want brown hair. But, haram. Haih.
Yesterdays talk;
It was by The Little Khalifah Shop and it's called "Cit Cat; Cintamu Untuk Siapa?" (for girls aged 11 and above only)at Masjid KLCC. The special guest was Wardina :D
Ayah, Yasmin and I left home around 8:10am. Ayah sent us there and registered. Then Yasmin and I were seperated into different groups D:
The tables were quite weird because they were wrapped with Mahjong paper.

The first lady spoke abit and tried to shake things up, make us loosen up.
Then they gave us oil pastels and we were asked to decorate the whole table.
Then Kak Cher, a facilitator spoke to us about her experiences in love and thought us which guy we girls should go for.
We shouldn't really count on their looks. But we must choose him based on his personality and how strong his grasp is to his religion. And most of all, he must respect you. Wardina "pemperkukuhkan" this fact.

When Wardina and her husband first met, they e-mailed each other and they rarely went for dates. When they got serious they would only meet each at their parents house for occasions.
She also told us that they have never touched (pegang tangan pun tak) until they were married. And she said that men who do that to women (especially Muslim women) DO NOT respect them. This means that they want you only for your body.

The boy can't even touch you. Even for a little bit. As little as touching the tip of your finger. And she reminded us if we were to go on a date, it is better if we don't go berdua-duaan. because, theres always a third party tagging along - SETAN. So, anything can happen. And if you think your love is so pure and such,(and you have gone beyond touching) then it's not to Allah. Because by then, the relationship wouldn't have been blessed.
Wardina calls it "Cinta Jijik", I think. When I heard it I was like, whooooaahhh.

And the told us why muslim women are better than others. Diorang menjaga maruah mereka (the way they dress and the way they act) unlike the others who give men free shows and do perkara2 yang membinasakan diri.

Dia mensifat kan us as pearls. It is hard to open up the clam to retrieve the beautiful pearl inside. She means that, the most beautiful women are the ones who cover themselves from the eyes of outside world.

Then her talk was over and she had to leave. Then another facilitator started her talk on how you must love Allah, Muhammad and both of the parents. She was hilarious xD
Then after that was the prize giving ceremony. My group won the best table. Cause well, not to be perasan la but, I think we won because of me cause, I had the most colourful one ;D
I'll post up a picture of it soon.
Really la Alya beb, you missed ALOT.
:/

Then, it ended and Yasmin, Aiman, Adri, Uncle Yem and I went to the Sony Photography Awards in Petronas Gallery.
Then that night we watched Alice in Wonderland 2D.
Twas awesome.

Yeah, bye.

Why must he be the only one wearing the hat?

2010-03-19T17:20:00.002+08:00

Hahaha.

Albums I want to buy;

Hujan's Mencari Konklusi
Muses' The Resistance
Justin Bieber's My World
P!nk's Funhouse

Blooooody elll' Pink has a voice to die for. I have more albums I wanna buy tapi dah lupaaa.
Yesterday was Arwah Nenek's tahlil. On the way there, I switched on the radio. Tuned to 5 frequencies -- none of them were playing any good songs. It was the same thing on the way back. It was already midnight, so they started playing ridiculous rap and rave mash-ups.
That ain't my cup of tea.

School is gonna start. And I am screwed.
Sebab homework tak habis lagi mueheheh.
you know, eventho I have absolutely NOTHING to do,
I don't do my homework.
Yes, my middle name is Malas, FYI.

This has;

16GB external memory
WiFi
3.1MP camera with Smile detection.

Tee hee.
But I read the reviews and some of them said that they're facing problems in connecting through the Wifi :/
Hope that when I get it, they've already found a resolution to it :D
Well, I ain't gonna get it just like that.
Kena achieve something. Like say, my exams?
Pccht, typical expectations.
Parents ni kan, semua sama.
Say you wanna get something that's quite expensive.
And your mom and/or dad knows that you're dying for it.

"Eyy, guitar niii! Aaahh, bestnyeee. Lawa pulak tu.
*check pricetag*
Pergh, mahal dohhh"

"Kalau nak, I wanna see straight A's in your
report card!"

"Alaaa Ibu/Ayahh!! Dah cukup dah duit dalam bank!
Boleh laaa ehh?"

"No! Duit tu, bukan untuk beli guitar!
Duit tu kene simpan untuk masa hadapan.
Senang aja la Fina. Study hard and do good in exams,
tu je!"

Pergh, ingat senang ke hah?
T.T
And then comes the feeling you get when you find out that rich brat kids gets everything they want.
Mahal pulak tuuu.
asdfghjkl;'

I did some cool stuff with Ikea Pyssla.
Comel.
Nak pin kat beg.
Kene beli bende kat bookshop.
Doh, malam ni kene buat homework.
Esok kene pergi this talk in KL.
And again, I knew about it last minute -__________-"

It's not that I don't like going to motivations but, at least I need to be notified in advance.
Gosh, I miss Pangkor. Sunset, sand water . Wahh, best.
Nak gi bowling. Ada lah pulak this year munglin takde MSSD.
Kimak nye politics.
Spend so much on other things. Anak Malaysia ada potential untuk shine in bowling kot.
It's growing in a very fast pace.

K bai.

Holiday In Pangkor

2010-03-15T01:27:00.007+08:00

After Sambutan Maulidur Rasul in school, Aunt Alma, Uncle Yem, Yasmin, Poh and I left for Pangkor around 12:15pm. We arrived at the Ferry place like around 3 something.

I regretted the decision for not bringing my guitar, but oh well.
I traveled quite light this time; a back-pack all crammed with my things. Tu je xD
Sebab naik Ferry kan, so agak menyusahkan nak bawak beg roda, so just bawak beg sekolah (Y)

Oh, the people who followed;
Adri, Aiman, Uncle Adlan, Aunt Nora, Aunt Aini, Aunt Alma, Uncle Yem, Pakngah, Alya, Yasmin, Aqil, Aariz, Jaja, Ayah, Ibu, Asyraff.
Pendek kata, the family belah my dad la.

FIRST DAY

So I had a horrible headacheeeeee.
And I'm not even carsick or seasick.
So, naik atas Ferry tu dapat angin. Tak duduk pun.

Then, sampai dah. We stayed at Coral Bay Beach Resort :D
It's a 3 minute walk to the beach :D
So, sampai situ naik this yellow & pink van, left the stuff in the room and went for the beach!
It was around 4 something. We stayed there sampai sunset. We had a spectacular view. We all sat on these rocks at the end of the beach. Got awesome photos (which will be posted up on this Blog and on Facebook soon).
Then that night, kiteorg makan dinner near a beach lagi. Heheheh xD
So while waiting for the food, Aqil, Aariz , Jaja and I sat on the sand and told each other stories.
And buried Sir Charles the stick.
And hummed to the funeral tune. lol.
Pastu balik Penthouse, TIDOOOO. I slept in the same room with Alya.

SECOND DAY

Woke up for breakfast around 9 something in the morning, rode the awesome yellow & pink van to Pangkor Island.
While waiting for the first people to go, I bought a shirt. Hehe (: Also, the kids, Alya and I went to the water and collected some small shells.
I was supposed to keep myself dry but, I just couldn't resist the water! :D
Duduk situ pakai my Ray Bans.
Wahh, I must have looked so flyyy ;D

Naik boat to *insert Island name here*. Best, dapat anginnn.
So sampai situ letak our bags under this tree. Suddenly a monkey stole our peanuts D:
Bodo punya monkey.
So we bermandi-manda and snorkeled. The sand there was so much nicer than the sand at the beach near the Resort.
Silt(a.k.a Sand)+Sea Water = Good for the skin (Y) Mintak tolong Aariz and Jaja to bury my legs.

Tapi dalam air tu banyak sharp corals. Teriak mcm beruk dalam air. Especially Makni and Alya. And Pakngah who ejeked them. Lawak nak mampos. Macam bear.
And he claimed that he saw a Sea Cucumber. Makni and I thought we stepped on one. Jelly like and slimy. YUCCKKKK.
Then my dad kept screaming through his snorkeling tube and thought no one could hear him.
He imagined himself as a German submarine. COMEL LAAAAA
Sayang Ayah :*
Then gelak2 and naik balik and makan.
Then we had to go back. So the pemandu-boat took us for a spin. We saw this whale and feet looking rocks. It was prettay cool.
Then, went back to Pangkor Island NAIK BANANA BOAT.
BEST GILA BABI WOOOOH. First the guy took us for a spin, then he stopped us and briefed us. So took us for a spin lagi, dah nak kering dah ni. Then, KABOOOOOSHHHHH MASUK AIR. Best. Hidung berdarah (Y)

Lepas tu, makan. I ate the most spicy Tom Yam ever. SANGAT TERAMAT TERLALU PEDAS. It literally corroded my tongue. It made me cry. Tak boleh makan siod.
Then, balik Penthouse and washed up.
Masuk bilik air, tengok cermin, whoah,
dah legam mannnnn.
Lengan, kaki and muka. Gelap nak mati. Bak kata arwah Atuk, "Kuda belang"
Yeahhh, neigh.
Then, pergi beach lagi yay. WHY? To get tanned lagi hehehe.
Asyraff , Pakngah and Uncle Adlan rented motorcycles. So, diorang pergi bersiar-siar.

That night Makni, Alya and I pergi shopping at the souvenir shops near the beach. I got this authentic-looking necklace. Cantikkk. Makni and Alya bought some clothing.
Then that night gi karaoke. Lalalala. Sang my lungs out.
Balik Penthouse terus landing. K.O terus.

THIRD DAY (LAST DAY)

Woke up quite late. Had breakfast. Packed stuff and balik la :/
I have to say, the place I visited the most was not the lobby or the gym. But the Ironing Room. I kept myself busy trying to dry my shorts.

Got the yellow and pink van and headed for the Jetty.
Dah. Tu je laaa. Balik. Sedih dan menyakitkan. Sebab sekarang sunburn sakit wooo.
Friction sikit je, pedihhh. But this sunburn tak tahap teruk lagi. Tahap teruk is the peeling of the skin.
Yikes.
So yeah, itulah holida kami di Pangkor, Perak.
The last big vacation with the family (which was in 2005) was in Sabah. I remember taking photos with Marsha and Felix (winners of AF) airport.
In fact, the whole rombongan or AF people were on the same plane.
Ahh, good times.

kbai.

I need a song.

2010-03-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

Or maybe it's time for me to write my own song.
But I am no good in words :/
asdfghjkl;'
School was interesting today.

But I felt so blank and people mistaken me for being emo. But I wasn't, seriously! I tell you, things are happening all at once and the days go by so fast, I don't know what to feel anymore.

But I sure know how I feel for this Saturday!!! :D
Pangkor here I come baybeyyyy

Pimples are bitches.

2010-03-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

If I get a big, fat, fluffy kitten, I will name it Bulu (Y)
Homework's pilin' uppp.
And that's not good cause the holidays are comin' and I don't wanna spend half the time doing homework.
And I want to perform.
But, I'm not ready.
And there'll be haters amongst the audience.
Takut diorang "Boo" and baling bende D:
asdfghjkl;'
My guitar is retarded. Or maybe the capo is.
Pasang capo je 1st and 2nd string bunyi off.
asdfghjkl;'
Kene bawak gi lutheir and replace the strings. Suruh dia bagi strings yang tak senang rust.
And if that's not whats wrong, then maybe it's the capo.
So uhh, kene beli yang mcm Nabila punya. Walaupun orang tu kata senang putus, but whatever.
And I hope that cute guy who works there will be there when I come :D

Oh, oh and for the holidays the WHOOOOLE family will go to PANGKORRRR.
DEKAT BEACH YAY :D
So totally nak bawak guitar and main tepi pantai.
Fuhhh, bestt.
Epic.
The word 'epic' is misused and over-used. Seriously. Tak suka gila.

Okay la, nak buat benda yang befaedah.
K baiii.

As I promised,

2010-03-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

I skrood my Sejarah.
Hope you're happy.

I need to do my homework laaa.
asdfghjkl;'
I want my sharp Kate eyeliner D:
I want another guitar (lol)
I want that Romeo and Juliet book.
I want to drive.
I want to fly.
I want to snog.
I want to kick some balls.
I want to slap.
I want to sleep.
I want to dance.
I want longer hair.
I want a kitteh!
I want another purple inked gel pen point 0.5
I want a new default picture
I want to be brainwashed
I want a typewriter

There's one on Ebay for a hundred bloody ringgit.

I want presents. Eventho it's not my birthday.
I want a mixture of Buble's and Morrison's voice.
I want to go bowling

AND I AM A BRAT SORRY SORRY SORRY

Okay, I have to go study and do my homework.

2010-03-06T15:21:00.001+08:00

asdfghjkl;'

Unmanly.

2010-03-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

You're so gay,
Even I don't do that -- stopping at mirrors at two different locations just to...
FIX YOUR HAIR.
ew.
Jantan takde bulu! D:<

Hai.
I nak keluar. Melepaaaaak.
Next week is gonna be filled with monthly tests :/ And I'm not studying.
Crazy.

FAAAAAK

2010-03-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *inhales*EEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
KJBDCJHBSDVKUHVBRVKUHBFVKHFvbjkdvhk

Hi.
I screwed Sejarah. YAY :D
Siti Aida binti Aminnudin, dia lawa okay.
Lagi lawa dari aku.
I feel like the ugliest person on earth.
Aku kena tinggal kat gua atas gunung.
And stay there sampai aku jadi berbulu mcm gorila,
pergi rumah dia, and bunuh dia.
She wont know who did it >:D
Yeah!

I'm so pro in doin' hampers ;D
Hari ni balut hamper kelas and for kelab kaunseling.
kthnxbai.

Last minute studying is not good for the brain.

2010-03-01T21:05:00.007+08:00

AAAAAH BULU LAH KAUUU!
Sejak zaman nenek moyang bila pulak ko start guna emoticon niii?
You never use it with me D:

I should be studying SEJARAH.
For tomorrow is it's MONTHLY TEST.
I will, most probably fail it.
I don't know why but, guru maths saya tiba-tiba baik gila
gi postpone Maths monthly test to next Tuesday.
It was supposed to be tomorrow jugak but,
YAY!

I'm tellin you mannn,
I am friggin' addicted to Plants vs. Zombies.
It is the shit, I'm telling you.
I enjoy the suspense!
You plant the sunflower/sun-shroom and just pray you
have enough time to plant the shooters
before the zombies arrive to EAT YOUR BRAINS!

Bahahaha, gila best kot!
Ho shit, I just remembered myself about the damn English assignment.
Fuck, I don't have my thumbdrive.
FAAAK KEDDY FAK FAK.

I've gone crazy. Sometimes, when I unintentionally remind myself of something -- or someone I shouldn't be thinking of,

it's like a hand had gone through my chest and gripped my heart.
I would ball my hands into a fist to restrain it from
gripping my hair, thus pulling it out.
And I just frown and groan in frustration and feel like
jumping up and down in anger, or just punch someone really hard.
Like, KAPOWWWWW. *thud*
Nak tulis dia an Apology letter la.
No one was supposed to read it.
ESPECIALLY her.

Sayang ahhh.
Your smile is...
Like a song. Half was through, all the happy melodies are playing because, sometimes I receive it. It's your smile, like whoa.
But then, the sad melodies start to play, because, all the smiles you gave me were in the past, now you don't seem to give it to me anymore.

Now I dah jarang nampak you.
Yeah, you can call it avoiding.
Everything I told you, all of it was bad timing.
Now it's time for me to put on a mask.

7Bachelors :JitterBug.
Lawak dowww.

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Hoi,

2010-02-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

BM drama, homework, monthly tests,b*tches and b*stards I have to handle.
I will die.
BLERGHHGUHHH.

I larf Michael Buble
and my guitar.

Today was a nice day. I woke up a 9:30, which was quite late. But I knew I woke up around 8:45 but, I golek-golek, peluk bantal... Fuhhh best ;D
Yesterday morning, pagi Maulidur Rasul, I realised that during sun-rise, it was dark orange, like the colour during sunset. Usually it would be like, dark blue.
Most probably it was a sign.

Went to Campbell with Ayah, Aqil and Asyraff to SHOP!
But we didn't realy shop. I finally have gotten my Converseeeeee :DD
TEE HEEE.
I need moar. Moar shoes of different kalerzzz.

I need to sleep.
But I have to finish my homework.
I wanna watch TV/DVD/play guitar/sleep
but I have to clean up the room.

jhvbfkvhbfiuvybfuhflkjfsfvjsdhbk
BULUBULUBULUBULU~

My hair

2010-02-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

dah panjang.
Tunggu panjang sikitttt lagi then, potong A-line.
Yeahhh.
I'm a bad student.
I slept during Sejarah. Because I was so tired and the lesson was boring.
I could barely keep my eyes open.
It was also a bloody hot day today.
But it rained :)
Alhamdulillah.
Then got a great view at back gate ;)
I should really start talking to him la.
Hish.

Booyah.

2010-02-22T11:19:00.002+08:00

Ish, school dah start.
And I am not looking forward to it.
Well, I am looking forward in catching up with ma buddies.
Especially Aida! Because she went to Langkawi.
Most probably she's gotten darker.

Went bowling at Shah Alam yesterday.
Yeah the lanes are nice but,
I keep losing my balance.
Therefore,
I played a shitty game.
Then at 2pm, went to Berjaya Times Square
for my 2 year-ol cousins' birthday at
COSMOS WORLD.
All his relatives were there, my cousins, aunts n uncles.

But I didn't last long.
5 rides je.
Dah peninggg.

When I got home, terus landing.
Then Yasmin sorta woke me up by asking;
"Are you gonna sleep in that?"
So I woke up, basuh muka, gosok gigi and changed.

Then, cakap2 sikit dengan Yasmin, then tido.
lol.

Shit, kena get ready for school.

Kan?

2010-02-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

I told you!
I was right, all along.
Can I kill everyone now?

Eeee, berbulu mata aku membaca.

AH HAH!!

2010-02-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

I knew it.
I found out that I have a rival.
Since I am having quite low self-esteem, I shall say...
*read this in a very thick and loud royal-English slang*

O DEAR GIRL WHO ALSO LIKES *bleep*,

HE IS YOURS FOR THE TAKING!

He was never mine but,

I LIKE HIM.

I WILL NEVER HAVE HIM.

I AM NO MATCH FOR YOUUU,

EVENTHOUGH I DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE,
OR WHETHER THIS IS EVEN TRUE OR NOT BUT,

I AM GUESSING YOU ARE A VERY PRETTY GIRL

OF HIS LEAGUE.

WHO HE WILL LIKE ,

AND,

EVENTUALLY SHAG YOU UNTIL YOU CAN NO LONGER WALK.

I, as the sad, miserable, sore loser will,

sit in a corner and cry in my defeat.

Yours sincerely,

The-girl-who-chickened-out-when-she-got-the-oppertunity.